
I feel like this was never the novel but him forgetting reality and then created a scenario where reality became the novel because he wanted to forget his painful memories.

I thought of that too, but it’s the thing is it’s so detailed and it’s so long. Does that mean that he transmigrated realize that he’d have to go through that shit all over again and made up a fantasy world but then that would make no sense because the other guy was in there too, so it has to be an alternate reality

Guys I just want you to remember, the ml is like actilla himself -the god of war. And so his mind is filled with war and death. Thats why he said he only remembered angie bec everything aside from her is unrecognisable thats why he became obsessed.
And that is why he is asking why angie is so afraid of him because he was so generous and kind to her as to his previous behavior which is very questionable as we all know. However as he himself is the agent of god -the god of war, think of it from is perspective as someone who dont have sympathy and someone who dont recognize others as a person.
Im confused to some comments questioning the ml's thoughts about how he is benevolent to angie.
Remeber guys, we all know why he is a psychopath. Like it was literally explained how he dont remember or see peoples faces and all, and we all seen how actilla was in his head dictating and influencing his mind to kill and wage war.
And yes he is trash and so is the actilla as he is influencing the ml's mind.
I just hope angie gets her peace and enjoyable life.
Correct me if im wrong but the art style change no?
I think it did a little bit.