
Started reading this yesterday and im finally on s3 waiting for more chapters of the mature version!! Absolutely LOVE their dynamic. There were a lot of ups and downs and yes Seheon looked like an asshole for most of season 1 but we start seeing his pov, part of his past and his thoughts and that really helps seeing his character in a new light.
I think that Yeshin completely steals the spotlight in terms of writing though. He is cute, sweet, smart, emotional, sensible, determined and a go-getter. He is definitely "the one wearing pants" in the relationship. They started their relationship only because of Yeshin, always asking what their relationship was and making sure there were no misunderstandings or things unsaid between them, absolutely crushing the stereotypes for this type of "sweet and cute bottoms". When he followed Seheon to tell him he had a blind date, angrily warning him that he gave him two chances to stop him??? I gasped, he has balls of steel he made Seheon looked like a foolish coward.
Also the smut is absolutely TOP TIER. Idk how people survived with the r15 version. Seheon actually showing sadistic tendencies like they were hinting at the beginning, Yeshin being so into it too??? The hickeys, the biting, the hair, the begging, holding each other so close, making out basically the entire time?? God they love making out and god I love seeing it, amen.
Last not least, the one scene that left a huge impression on me was the tie kissing scene. I gasped and my jaw dropped. Holy fuck I have rarely seen something so fucking hot while not being explicitly sexual. Yeshin kissing it gently and Seheon violently licking tf out that spot... It really had me squealing, shaking and kicking my feet.

Um so I'm not sure if I'll continue this. Rape aside I'm intrigued in the plot but when I asked my friend about it she told me that the novel is similar to No Reason, if you're familiar with the story... So yeah I could hardly stomach that and given these 4 chapters I can totally already see how this can become No Reason... so yeah keep that in mind if you can stomach manipulation, gaslighting, torture and gang-rape situations created by the ML (the soldier btw, the leader of the anarchist group with white hair that raped him is ironically the "good guy" compared to ML)
The smut is so hot omg??? They're two horny freaks omg
I think its my first time seeing the top begging to be kissed while he's ramming it thank god im alive to see this amen