PLEASEEEE I CANT BREATHE KEEP FIGHTING DOHA (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
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ⓘ This person is... ⓘ
Hana; she/they⠀⠀
The urge to read yaoi is increasing but I still can hold it in
My English is becoming rusty and I'm scared. It's a sign. I'm healing
Don't like how my ass became my center of the pain while on period.
I miss writing, I miss journalling, I miss venting and yapping on this page
Happy Eid Mubarak... It feels weird. I restraint myself for one month. I can finally read yaoi again. I mean I'm always like this. Idk.
Gwan sik set the standard too high. May this love find me.
I have no attachment. Delete je comment.
I love how it's natural for me to just converse in English
So many story to be told here but once I open this site, I forgot. AHHHHH IM SO FUCKING BUSY TWO DAMN WEEK AND HARINI BARU RASA TENANG SIKIT
I fucked up big time. I overspent my budget and now I have no money to eat, to pay for my university fee, I borrow my roommate money... I don't have any money left.
I almost tell my irl about my username here. Pls I promise myself to never tell her about this site. Pls myself
Damn it's been 3 months since I last wrote here. I've been so busy and shit. Alr so first of all, I want to write a lot of thing, what happened etc but I've been stressing a lot. And it's draining to do anything. I can't even function well. I think maybe since the second semester is almost over. I'll finally able to feel a closure. Damn I miss rotting in my bed. Secondly, I just happened to read a bl manga. Blessed everyone "same sex don't have anything that ties them together unless they're having a child or marriage" tf, so being together meant you have to fill out the form. Birthing. That's disrespectful.
Update lol: I didn't find any closure but ih well maybe I did. A little. She can't be my number 1. I already have my number 1.
I hate guideverse with my whole being. I hate the feeling of being use. Also force psychical. Don't have any choices. You were bind to someone. Drain yourself for other. Damn I hate this subgenre sm. Most of the story contain rape and there's no love in the beginning. Sex without love? Yes you can have sex for fun but I choose what I read. I may complain but I'll never read those. I've read few out of curiosity to try wtf is this. Alr maybe there's wholesome story out there that I haven't read yet. But most of it are angsty....
One thing about me, I don't read servant x master trope. I won't say I hate it but that feel wrong. I'm all good for love to be bloom but me? volunteer? to read those then hmmm no. What's the title again. It's one of the famous servant-master story. The uke keep getting injured. Mind you I'm traumatized. Also you should just do your work. I like it when stories is more what it seems. Plot twist, the servant is actually a royal. Boom. Also love-hate relationship between me and job application
The start of semester 2 break
Another battle of friendship. Would I save it or not? Idk how to talk about this. I'm trying to get away from this so bad while they're trying to secure us again. I don't feel anything anymore. I only feel bad and guilty. Stop. I made empty promises. Don't you know when to stop? I don't hate you. I don't want us to interact anymore. I feel drained. Idk how to say it to you.
I feel like an embarrassment. Damn in what era am I? Like I'm trying too hard and then get embarrassed if it's didn't get how I want it. I never go all out except ik things will go my way but hmm...
Hi? It's been over 2 months since I wrote here. Thanking the universe and me for getting better at handling my own emotion. I no longer feel the need to vent openly or use ai lol I just thought of fastest possible solution and let the time flow. I'll have to face it no matter what so yeah why trouble yourself by overthinking? Im inspired to become those that have no attachment or simply exist without asking too much hahahah mob character doesn't sound so bad.
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a mysterious person :>
literally don't talk to me
You will never know who I am
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