I hate this feeling. I remeber so many traumatic moments my anxiety cant take this. I remembered when I was very young I really loved singing at home with mic and all, and my parents would dote on me, cheer me and they would tell me how good my voice is. I was so happy.
Then when I started elementary my classmates started bullying me because of my naturally high pitched voice. Like you know when you cant hear your own voice you just assumed its normal? I was like that. So I couldnt understand why would other girls mock me and tease when im talking. They would copy the way I sound and just pure shit then they would leave me out of things, group activities, lunches they isolated me. they wont even talk or say hi to me. It was a freaking nightmare for years just because of my voice. Man I hate my elementary years. Now im still having traumatic memories and whenever someone mention my voice I'd instinctively shut up.










So I became his first love.. now how to reject him