TLDR:
ML is so fucking annoying. I understand that his disgust towards MC's gender is because of trauma, but he's an asshole for continuing to act clingy on MC and make it sound like it's MC's fault that he has this aversion. MC is already trying to stay away from him because that's what he wants and now he's being all chummy around him as if he didn't almost killed him when he found out his gender. Which is, also his fault for assuming MC's gender.
It's also understandable that MC acts like a doormat and can't fight back cuz ML literally threatened his life many times (by the same person who saved him) atleast he's not clinging onto ML still hoping to get reciprocated.
ML is an annoying spoiled brat that thinks he can get anything he wants (sadly he can). Gawd I can't WAIT FOR HIM TO GET HUMBLED. And I know maybe the reason he's being clingy all of a sudden is probably because he's doing an exposure therapy but maaaaan he's so fucking annoying I can't. The amount of times he made it seem like it's MC's fault he's puking his guts out for kissing MC bro I feel bad for him (the MC not the ML).
I AM SO EXCITED FOR MC TO LEAVE AH!
ADDITIONALLY! he's probably only doing exposure therapy because he had no other choice. He's not doing it because he genuinely loved MC. (Or maybe yeah since we don't know his POV but still he's fucking annoying for the amount of times he made MC feel humiliated and didn't even apologize whatsoever).
Mangago rlly cut off my comment bruh
Ik this is porn but it's still sweet that he loved her till his last breath. It would've been better if the wasn't so rapey but oh well what can I expect, this is porn lol.
Where tf is Isaac I don't see any Isaac here
I have a feeling Isaac isn't gonna be someone nice
Maybe Isaac was the friends we made along the way
FUCK! cliffhangers might as well jump off the cliff
Really had to search about the scar and erogenous part lol
I remember reading about this other bl that said the same thing. Sadly I cannot recall the name of it
I was already desensitized when it comes to rape scenes and abuse but this is the bl novel that made me feel repulsed of rape and abuse lol. I even avoid those genre cuz it reminded me of Raymond's experience. The novel never romanticized it and the showed the perspective and reality of SA victims. I just hope the manwha will also depict that factor well.
Y'all this is peak I recommend reading the novel. The manwha skipped a few scenes probably why it looks so fast paced.
GIVE ME THOSE LASHES!!!!