
I feel sad about the ending. It feels like there's a hole inside my heart but it also feels like it's fine that way.
I wanted to know what's in the letter.
I wanted them to end up together.
I cried because of the last line.
"After the Rain" really suited the title, and THE PARASOL!!! THE FUCKING PARASOL!!!!!!! I'M CRYING SHET BAKIT ANG SAKIT! WORDS ARE BEAUTIFUL. MY MIND IS A MESS THIS IS REALLY A BEAUTIFUL SERIES.
ALSO WHEN THEY IMAGINED THEMSELVES IN THE SAME AGE AND IN THEIR VESION OF IMAGINATION, BOTH OF THEM LIKE THE RAIN BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT MADE THEM INTERACT WITH EACH OTHER.
ALSO I REALLY LOVE IT WHEN AN AGE GAP COUPLE HAVE WHAT IF'S BECAUSE IT HURTS AND I LOVE THAT KIND OF PAIN.

I actually want to know about that too.
But since it was not revealed, all i can think is that maybe the step-sister realized the brother's feelings or something along those lines?
ORRRR maybe she also have feelings for her step-bro but since they are family and she looks like a warm person, she doesn't want to destroy their family that is why she wants to stay away from the step-bro. I came from this conclusion because of what the ste-bro said to Akira's friend in the farewell party. He said something like she can't get a boyfriend that is why she's leaving. So i'm thinking that he's also saying that because of what his step-sister doing.
I dunno if what i said makes sense at all. Hehe.

Do you know what makes all this worst than it already is? ML actually care about her but is so fucking stupid,ignorant and has a big inferiority complex that is why he made the FL's life so miserable. AGAIN, HE UNKNOWINGLY DID. FUCK HIM.
This is why communication matters.
WHAT I WANT RN IS TO HAVE THEM DIVORCED.
I CAME BACK HERE BECAUSE I REMEMBERED SOMETHING.
I THINK FROM THE FIRST CHAPTERS, IT WAS MENTIONED THAT BRIDGET WAS INCINERATED BY HER PERSONAL KNIGHT OR SOMETHING AND I KEEP ON THINKING THAT MAYBE ELIJAH WAS THAT PERSONAL KNIGHT. AAHHH
oH MY GOD YES wasn't it mention on the first few chapters that the royal family members were killed by their very own personal knight??? and our mc didn't die bc she doesn't have a personal knight and also supports them. she only died bc of her sister.