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I am curious. How is it not victimising himself when he made all the same decisions? Wouldn’t the best way to change the future be to not date the guy who “supposedly” lost his leg because of you? Wouldn’t the logical choice be to distance yourself from the person you can potentially harm? (obviously uke pov here bec that wasn’t his fault. More semes if I am right here and he really is a manipulative pos).
He also literally repeated his actions that he himself had regretted. The closet incident. He repeated the same actions that he has regretted for over a decade down to a T. So please explain what I am missing here.

agree with you and suddenly after fuck like rabbit and leading him suddenly uke ask for breakup what in the world like you're giving him false hope and do you think he will agree with uke blindly

he wanted to change it and he thought the white haired seme wouldn't have to marry the girl if he didn't get into an incident and he was still in delusion that he still liked the white haired dude and the incident that happened with black haired he forgot it he didn't do it on purpose AND UKE IS A VICTIM with all shts that's happening around him first With the stalker, second his supposedly lover,and third the black haired that blackmailed him so saying he's not a victim is crazy

???i think u're reading with ur eyes closed
uke isn't the one who leading white haired seme It was the white haired seme that was leading him on despite knowing he will get married white haired seme still asked out for uke and uke didn't know White haired seme was getting married which was why whitehaired seme was planning to ask him later on for break up but he can't seem do that

He was most definitely a victim in his last life. But if he actually wanted to change things the best solution was to stay away from the white haired seme altogether. But he chose to date the guy again he chose to show affect at the uni which provoked the stalker again. He literally got the same relationship dynamics with the other seme AGAIN. and yes the first time may be accidental (the closet incident) but second time was not. He knew this chain of events because he remembers. And this particular thing is what he regretted. So it’s a vivid memory. And yet he repeated the same actions. He said yes to going abroad that was different but that too is something that will put him closer to the seme he is supposed to stay away from. He’s more interested in living the “happy times” he had with the seme than actually changing his future. Yes there are hidden elements like he doesn’t know shit about the white hair that’s he’s dated for over a decade. But not knowing that doesn’t change what he has to do now to protect himself and the white hair. So yes I still believe it’s his own actions that are hurting him. You may not want to see these things because you are sympathising with the uke. But it’s a fact that he is making all the wrong decisions all over again.

yes i agree he made bad decisions
but saying he isn't a victim is kinda sht
bro got lotta of trauma so people saying he isn't a victim doesn't fit right with me Bro got stalked for shits, was getting leading on by the whitehaired,and the only person he can rely on instinctly is the other seme whom blackmailed him which is shts and just as his mother said they're some fates that cannot be changed no matter what so i think him locking the other seme in the closet was some kind of starting point for something??

Starting point was his regressive.. He WAS a victim in his last life. He literally got an undo button. And he redid everything which made him a victim in his life last. That’s my beef here. If he was actually trying to change something instead of just thinking he should I wouldn’t feel this way.

bae just because he regressed doesn't mean his trauma will also be undo
he was still a victim and he was really trying to change things he just doesn't know what sht to do with his trauma of his stalker that keep appear makes his mental health go sht and him blaming himself also messed up him he can't think straight for shts He was more like in desperate mode

I am not denying his trauma. It’s actually well portrayed by his reaction to the stalker. But he doesn’t even know he’s being manipulated by the white hair. So we can’t regard that as a trauma or something to watch out for but as a person he deeply cares for. Yet he is doing all the same things that would lead his “deeply cared for person” to get hurt.
Let’s put it this way. Let’s say you find out for a fact that your presence to someone you love (family, friend, lover etc) will cause them harm. You know just by being beside them you can cause them irreparable harm. And you know if you stay away they will be safe. What will you do? Will you stay away to keep them safe? Or stay with them knowing they will get hurt because you stayed together?

felt. we had an entire szn of abuse, redemption arc me pls.

bro at this point mc should just off himself so they could grief LOL (genuinely love mc and feel so fucking bad istg i wanna kill those 3 ☠☠☠)

hope so
worst case scenario is that they would fck him even after he's dead

STOP I DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT THAT

Girl, I was thinking the same thing.

its....its gonna be awhile.

Spoiler:

It'll never come. This story is trash.

trash ?? Bro it's fucking horrid

Fr. It's just torture, there's no joy to be gain from this shit and this comes from a person who enjoys dark stories.

exactly

I want to know to!! I am going berserkkk

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We def need to know （/TДT)/

Ain’t started reading yet but leaving a comment here coz I’m also curious.

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