I think it's a PTSD flashback, did you see him bound and bleeding from his head while his mother rode him? She brutally raped him. He's literally having PTSD flashbacks because Bum is calling him "babe" (the name his mom called him) and fucking him in the same position and place his mom raped him. I think Bum's wearing the same apron she was wearing too. Judging from the dialogue, she did it on purpose to "kill him without really killing him". She wanted to break him, so she hit him over the head, tied him up, raped him and made him think he liked it.
Honestly, i just wonder what's next. I think he really cares about Bum, but that he is mixing him up with his mom because it looks like she abused, bound and then raped Sangwoo when he was younger. He was bleeding and had his mouth taped shut. His mom was talking about "killing without actually killing", it looks like she purposely broke him, her chosen method rape. I think this is going to be a huge moment for them and, depending on Bum's reaction they'll either get closer or shit will hit the fan. Sangwoo literally looked like a young man again just now, he's incredibly vulnerable thanks to this PTSD.
I don't get to see detailed fingering in these too often, nice. ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
As a side note, hopefully this doesn't sound rude, but i don't really like the dicks. The heads are too small and they aren't really detailed. There was a lot of detail on the uke's asshole this chapter, but their dicks are just meh.
That was the most casual apology EVER. Bitch, do you realize that you've quite LITERALLY ruined his life up till now? You "didn't have time" to take TWO fucking seconds and be like "hey, your best friend isn't dead"... Stfd. He been HALLUCINATING because of the guilt, a whole person with a personality! He's ostracized at school because of how he acts! WTF?!
I don't really find Alek physically attractive. I'm not into long hair and he's really squinty. Doesn't hold a candle to Ivan, imo. As far as personalities, i'd say Ivan's winning there so far, though we haven't seen much of Alek as a person rather than Alek through Hen's eyes. We just know idol Alek, but what we've seen of the real him seems to be really shady. He seems manipulative, calculating and aloof.
http://www.mangago.zone/home/mangatopic/3559973/
This person could LITERALLY be me, i just want more people to see this great comment. Jesus christ.
One thing I can say is that the author did good in bringing different kinds of personality into her manhwa. A slightest trauma can be a huge pain in your life, if you never confront and solve it. And all Hyesung ever does is running away (like literally too lol) but I'm just loving the fact a bit because it makes the story a little suffocating to read. Lol
It was good for awhile, now it's just ridiculous. This latest chapter literally makes no sense. The last obstacle was supposed to be Dojin confessing, why is Hyesung running? He was all starry eyed thinking of him in Heesoo's room. He's even doing EXACTLY what he didn't want to do, letting an alpha use him. It quite literally makes no sense. It's random, jarring, unnecessary drama.
OK, I can agree with that, he's doing what he said he didn't before.
Man, but I can understand him tho, have you never felt like just to spit life so you did exactly what people are talking shit about you? Like you've tried to be good and all that, but shit just doesn't work out?
But if it goes on longer than this, I'd agree that the author takes too long with the drama. But it's perfect FOR ME now.
Hits every detail of the vampire fantasy, oh yes. I loved how gentle the seme was to the uke, almost in a fatherly way, it was hot. He'd sit him on his lap, let him drink and take care of his urges, oh yes. That sex scene was hot. Need more. Why was the seme interested in the uke? What about all that trauma? Surely there's going to be more. Only thing that'd make this better is if the seme was a little bulkier.










**these are just my honest thoughts, please don't take offense**
I TRIED to read this and see that the uke was AT ALL interested in the seme and was just tsundere, but it just looked so genuinely rapey that i gave up. The seme comes across pushy and rapey as he smiles while the uke is being forced into situation after situation. His character literally felt like damage control. Like, his actions were really bad, so it'd have him be all bubbly and smiley while just sweeping the uke's protests and discomfort under the rug. The problem was that the damage control was jarring af because the uke was still uncomfortable and wanted nothing to do with him even while he was trying to act like raping/molesting him was no big deal. It was just really uncomfortable for me, it looked like real sexual harassment. It was like watching a straight guy getting harassed, molested and raped by a Bi dude with a crush on him taking advantage of their acting roles. And not in a sexy way, i can appreciate some rape porn, this felt real. The uke is clearly homophobic, he's forced to do this role because he "signed a contract" while so drunk he can't remember signing it. He has no idea what was done to him by the seme while he was drunk, which makes him uncomfortable, then he's roped into this gay role that he really just DOESN'T want to do with said guy progressively getting more and more touchy during their practice while not clearing up the drunk night. So, he's implying they had sex and letting the uke feel creeped out and uncomfortable while touching and eventually fucking him against his will. The manager is a creepy prick who refuses to let an uncomfortable straight guy out of a gay role he doesn't want to do and i think the manager is gay as well which adds a certain predatory vibe here. It looks like the manager and seme are conspiring to "turn" the uke gay. Creepy af. The "sexy scenes" just look like rape to me, the uncomfortable, real rape feeling. Not the hot rape porn feeling. The Seme has to literally hold him in place while he protests during the "sexy scenes"... He's just creepy af. Not happy they apparently got together judging by the comments, glad i dropped this like partway through. He had a girlfriend and felt like he had to break up with her because of what happened...
Here is where he says he has to break up with his gf because of the seme. It looks like he feels like he cheated on her?- http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/i_almost_loved_you/uu/i_almost_loved_you-chapter-6/15/