
Could someone explain his mindset to me? I genuinely don’t understand why MC rejected ML. The guy he likes confessed to him and likes him back so why don’t they just date?

He was comparing the confession scenes. In the past it was so full of love, now the second time happening right before sex? The uke probably feels like he's just saying it to get some because he's feeling lonely and he wants temporary comfort to alleviate the pain he's feeling (seme just cried about his dead family, woke up from a nightmare).
And then the uke spiraled because of his attachment to the past memories which I honestly can't blame him for. He needs therapy
And money lol ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Currently on ch38 and why are the brother and blonde guy so stubborn?? They are on a whole nother level of delusional.
One word: men :/