So Sean and Jake were friends but Jake had feelings for him and also over heard Sean one day say to their classmates who question their relationship "That it would be gross to be more than friends" which hurts Jake deeply. Later Sean meets Kyle and they fall inlove and start dating (?) I guess Sean is not "grossed out by dating a guy anymore ah? And then Jake learns about it... (This flashback answers some questions honestly 1.Kyle is most likely the father and his family took the child without him knowing 2. Jake raped him out of bitterness and jealousy, and feeling betrayed I guess, not that this justifys his actions). And then now they meet again only for Sean to learn that Kyle is married to Jake's older sister(?) This is so messed up. (〜￣△￣)〜
neither kyle or jake is the father of sean's children. sean is a surrogate mom and did it for money. he gave birth to two and gave one to the surrogate person and kept one in secret
So what I got Kyle(model) and Jake are both young masters and have a past with Sean. I think they both where his friends in high school and both fell in love with him. Jake ended up being a jerk and forcing himself on Sean leaving him with a trauma (and maybe pregnant). Because for me Kyle might also be the father... Since all that's required is holding hands. Also Sean at some point said that he lied to his daughter because he is afraid "they"will take her as well... I think he was talking about the other guy's family (be it Kyle's or Jake's) maybe they didn't want him but wanted the baby because it has their blood. You know" rich people not accepting their in law but still care about the grand child" occasion. But again this is all an assumption of mine. ╮(￣▽￣)╭
"Don't abandon me" , "If you want to learn, I will be with you" and "I know" got all my UWUs
Am I the only one who is not bothered by the other couples and the slow burn? I mean I already like the other couples as well and I kinda like it that I get an update for all of them...though I do admit that the author should let the main couple sail soon or it will be a bit too dragged.
truly a test of patience and endurance
Indeed ^^ But we are here for it lol
This is hands down the best yaoi I have read so far! The plot was interesting and realistic, the art is gorgeous and I liked everything about both of them, even their flaws because we all have them... and how much both of them grew up through out their relationship. Also I really liked the fact that it was a slow burn and the seme didn't force him into anything but waited for him. I just feel so happy after reading this, it makes me want to find my own true love lol Honestly I recommend this to everyone! It's worth it!
I really liked this story, it was realistic and at the same dramatic. Anyways it was a good read and I hope the rest of the short stories will be also translated... If I am correct there are 11 more short stories of the author!
Hyunwoo still thinks of Subin, even in LA and probably won't come back and will try to move on with noona's ex maybe? As for Subin and Jun... If before their relationship was unstable now It's even more... Jun keeps getting insecure and worried the jellousy is eating up and Subin is anything but in love... To me he looks peaceful but also empty...? Even in their love scene Jun was "doing all the work" we didn't even get a full panel of him... Seriously the one I am sorry about the most is the hyung, who got involved with these two... I mean I get it relationships are not all about fluff and roses but at least even in real life you should feel something strong for them... I can feel it from Jun but not Subin... He has lost his smile, died down and has focused more on his work (at least from what was said in extra ch 7). To me it looks like he has let go and just stays with Jun because of the stabillity and because he is fond of him and helped him heal his wound BUT this is not being in love... (which is also why Jun can't calm down, you feel insecure when your partner gives you the right to feel this way ) Yeah he will come to love him but this reminds me an arranged marriage where your love grows through the years for your partner... Idk... Honestly they are all better off on their own...
Even the colors changed...with Hyunwho it's always bright colors (orange, yellow and red), but with Jun is blue, grey and black, it feels kinda sad!!
I didn't notice thanks for pointing it out... Maybe that's also one of the reasons their scenes made me feel stuffy on the inside... I mean It's unfair to Jun but also to himself too... Except if they are ok with this? But again if they were Jun wouldn't be so insecure and worried and Subin so lifeless... But even in real life things don't go your way all the time and you have to compromise... But again I find it too miserable for all three of them to end up like this... Idk anymore ┗( T﹏T )┛
The complex relatioships the characters portrayed and the ending + the extras have left me out of breath and with a whole in my heart... Nam Hyunwoo has realized his feelings for Soobin and can't move on which is why his relationship with women don't last long... But he knows Soobin has moved on... But has he really? Because I can not really feel the chemistry between him and Jun... Maybe they are past the passionate love and are into comfortable love and feeling safe?since Soobin lacked that... Idk... I just hope Soobin does not regret going with Jun and trully loves him otherwise the "friction" will keep on going on... As for Hyunwoo I know he did Soobin dirty by how he treated him, and so now he pays the price for it... Regreting over something you can not have anymore can be really painfull, but he made the choice for himself... As Soobin made the choice to move on... I hope they both in the end will sort out their feelings for good... Waiting for the rest extras!
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i agree. has subin really moved on? really? i don’t think so. just look at his expression when hyunwoo tried to pull that stunt at the end..anyone could just see the look on his face, his expression..he is wavering, he is shaken..he was shocked..well, at least that’s what it looks like to me.
what could’ve had happened if jun didn’t get there on time?
Exactly... I think he still feels something, especially after seeing how his relationship with Jun is... I never felt sparks between them, even the start of their relationship was a bit awkward tbh... Both of them were hurt and lonely so to me their relationship feels more like a way to heal each other and support each other, not that this is bad or it shouldn't exist in a relationship... But their chemistry and passion are lacking... I mean now that Hyunwoo has realized his feelings and sorted out everything I think that was his last way of showing his true feelings and see Soobin's reaction... (which I am waiting for too) if he doesn't waver he will leave for good and if he does waver well... I mean he did treat him bad and didn't cherish Soobin's feelings at first, but don't we all deserve a second chance? So if Hyunwoo is serious this time and Soobin hasn't actually moved on... I will be rooting for them! Because it will hurt all 3 parties if things are like this... Huhu I just want all of them to find happiness (Jun included).
First of all, y'all talking shit about the emperor and the author's ideas... 1. The emperor and empress have different palaces, which means if a servant messenger is not send the other won't know what happend to the latter(especially if the other concubines have plotted against the queen and took her out secretly). 2. Concubines killing the empress or her son (or even each other lol) It's something realistic and 3. The emperor having many women to serve him is also something that powerful men of the time did whether we like it or not. ╮(￣▽￣)╭