who was the one who ask to be lovers, the one that cried and promised that he will be better and work hard for their future!? how could the seme be the one to change from all that!?? this reason makes me want to finally read the chapter where he finally suffers!
I dislike wonho, didya really think you can have the best of both worlds with that kind of sentiment!? ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ
This manga had the best portrayal of a quasiplatonic relationship~!
Wth is that?
More than friends but less than lovers kind of relationship
well they didn't exactly had time to take their relationship a step forward
The seme is kind of pathetic. Did he really think that the uke is close minded that he would hate him for that, bitch he knew you were gay and didn't judged you for it and even became friends with you. If you don't know how relationship works then ask for advices from friends and even the internet have many things to say for how to handle relationships, instead he let his own insecurities get the better of him and made the uke miserable. What a disappointment. Even I wouldn't easily let it slide and he has to make up for it. It seems from all the years he was with the uke he still didn't see all the sides of the uke. *sighs* oh well ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
how do u want him to know the flow of relationships if all he did is fishing and then falling for a friend?
I don't get your first reasoning ? "he didn't judge you for being gay ..." well of course he didn't as being gay isn't something wrong or something you should be judged for. But being HEARTLESS and a player is wrong and something to be judged about, many people would be turned off by knowing their partner used to be that kind of person so it's normal that Toudou was more scared of the person he loves knowing this than knowing his sexuality.
Friends ? Toudou was shown to not have many friends, Nanami ? We saw how much he liked drama. Internet advice ? Hah no, they're really rarely good, seriously.
Of course he was wrong about not opening up, and of course he should have believed in his lover's feelings, but it's a human thing to do to let your insecurities get the better of you (unfortunately) and to not want your lover to see your worst sides. I can't totally blame him as it's really ... human.
You are totally right, my bad. Given that he was meticulous with having a relationship with the uke in the prequel like never wanting sex and all until he agreed to become his boyfriend, I would have thought that he should have took advice with the owner of the bar on how to treasure someone and how it goes from now on esp that the uke is new to all of this. He cant just expect the uke to be all understanding right?, given how the uke already knew he was with a lot of men already.
Oh I agree with you on that. He should have. But since the prequel I just accepted the fact that Toudou is emotionaly stuck and has huge trouble communicating, like seriously the person he talks to the most is himself haha. We see him lost in his own thoughts more than we see talking to anyone.
At least he understood that he was the only one to blame in this whole mess. He's lucky to have Kirishima and shouldn't take him for granted (I don't think he does, on the contrary) but he does think that Kirishima thinks the same way as him and can read his thoughts sometimes.
I wholeheartedly agree. He should be thankful that the uke was so accepting. And treasure him more than ever~! LoL
Im shooked! This is getting messed up.
Two mentally ill people are getting it on but I dont know why I'm anticipating Bum's reaction!
my bottled up hate for the asshole seme gets getting up each chapter. I really hope he gets what he deserves and be lonely for the rest of his life and will always get the feeling of being abandoned. ヽ(`Д´)ﾉ
Don't worry. He gets what he deserves.
Please spoil meeeeeeeeeeeee
He spends the rest of his life alone and repenting for the rest of his life.
He starts to drink a lot and smoke a lot. He starts having health problems.
He doesn't want to go home because he has memories of his lover there and it's empty, but he also has to go home (for his lover) and he tries to always be home and be home on time now (unlike before) because he feel his lover is always waiting for him at home so he must return. It's his job now to wait for his lover.
He hates animals, but the lover always wanted one. As a gift the cheating hubby got a puppy for the lover on his last b-day but the lover passed away before he could get the gift so cheating hubby takes care of puppy.
He starts dreaming about the lover, but one day he helped someone who looked like a young version of his lover. After that he never dreams of him again so he thinks the lover is angry so he starts to cut himself and he can finally see visions of his lover but sad. He stop cutting himself after his friend found out because that's not what his lover would want.
A guy got plastic surgery to look like his lover. It really shocked the cheating hubby because they looked so much alike but the lover can never be replaced so cheating hubby leaves and promised to forever wait for the lover like how the lover waited 4 yrs for him.
He finds pictures of places that his lover always wants to go and he goes to thoses places
He goes back to the Dr and gets back the jacket he bought his lover 7yrs ago. It's the lovers favorite jacket.
He writes a letter to his lover. How sorry he is and that he can't commit suicide because even if he wants to be with his lover. It's retribution. He made his lover wait 4 yrs so how cheating hubby will wait his whole life for lover to come back (it's sad cuz unlike the lover. The cheater hubby always returns home before, but this time we know vice versa the lover will never return because he's gone.)
Damn!
He died :(
And the guy who had to love him and take care of him ends up blaming himself ...
A bit funny..
Where you read the novel? Is it in english?
The cheater hubby didn't take care of him at the end. Not because he didn't want to. He did everything to be with his lover but his lover was with a new guy who took care of him. The lover doesn't actually love the new guy. He still loves the cheater.
http://www.danmeila.com/xiandaidushi/32349.html
It's In Chinese but you can Google translate the site. The novel also has a sequel but it's about the 2nd couple. I want to read it cuz the author says the ending is sad now but it might change. I wonder if the original couple will make an appearance in the sequel.
Thanks for the elaborate explanation. I can't believe he did all the cheating when he was the one who fell in love with the uke first and even promises a future with him and even cried. Ugh, I cant wait till I finally see it in the manhwa.
Can I ask who are the second couple and where does it go after the first couple?
Also, did he (asshole seme) broke up with the one he cheated with in the first chapter?
http://m.u17.com/c/177855.html
Raw manhua
The 2nd couple is le something and chaing something. Can't remember names gonna call em CH and LE. CH is the lover of LE. Le is rich and the bone marrow that's supposed to go to HE( the main couple) he paid a butt load of money to get it for his lover instead of HE.
The 2nd couple have a BE like the first couple, but they get thier own story in the sequel.
We learned later that the cheater hubby doesn't care much for the new lover. He does break it off but the boy keeps coming back. The boy later dies in a car accident.
Thanks a lot. It is very rare of me to get this invested in a manhwa(its my first time reading this premise and what happened all after) and after reading the spoilers I just can't get enough until I see it in the manhwa, hes look of despair and unforgiven repentance after all the horrible things he had done.
LoL sorry, Im being a sadist. Excuse me.
(づ￣ ³￣)づ happy reading! I love this novel!
Thank you for all the info....I am curious about the lover last words/dialogue....what does he say exactly? Thank you in advance :)
What is BE?
A read a few chapters, and yes, the seme broked up with the other guy, and the thing going worst, he was in a relationship with that guy for 3 or 4 years! I think that was the reason why he change with the uke.
The seme raped the uke like 2 or 3 times , i dind't get that part very well, but the last time he raped the uke, he got worse and the seme get scared, so he started to spend more time with the uke and the other guy got jealous ...
I did not understand very well, but the other guy go to the house where the uke live and introduce himself ..
You can imagine what happened, the uke remove his ring and the leave the house the other day, the doctor find the uke and spend the days with him before died.
BE = bad ending
HE= happy ending
HE only said he only felt it was rape during the last time. The other times. He didn't want it but he reluctantly did it. He never caught back, but he was disgusted because JW had just had sexual relations with someone else and another time JW called someone else's name.
The relationship with the new guy was 3yrs. The relationship went bad before that. It was JW fault. He got board and he had sexual relations with many men and women, but he stuck with the new guy because he resembled HE.
The new guy was jealous of HE because even though JW cheated on HE. JW was very good to HE. If anyone tried to be more important than HE he would drop them. Even the new guys friend warned the new guy. They also told the new guy he looked like HE.
When the new guy met HE, there was a misunderstanding. HE thought JW was a sweet talker and did sweet things to make the new guy like him, but that wasn't true. JW treated the new guy like crap. So when the new guy hear HE say JW is such a sweet talker. The new guy was shocked. Then he saw the animals. He was even more shocked because he new JW hated pets. That ment he loved HE that much to live with 4 cats. The new guy had to give up his dog, who he had for 10 yrs because of JW. The new guy was so jealous and angry he said things knowingly to pissed of HE.
The new guy took the ring from JW.
Thank you.
Im experiencing these incompleteness in images from this scanlation group from their recent releases, Im I the only one? TT
Am I the only one experiencing these incomplete images? TT
interesting, another story to make me emotional. also loved the art!
People change for the good or bad.
The seme changed for the worst, eternal regret will only greet him in the end.