
Mmn why she decided to join the war??..
She could have a choice on not entering military, if she stays a woman....
Just vague coz she called it stupid.

It the novel explained that magicians are not that common and that all magicians were obligated to go to war... is like when there is a war and thay ask all people that can fight to go ro war...
She also wanted to somehow defend the country her master really loved, still, in the novel they explain she feel guilty because she killed a lot of people, for her is a heavy sin!!!
Just forgot the thing happen about lance
It would be perfect romance.