Sleepy's Topics (20)

Yay we're learning folks! This feels like we're getting closer to the end and regaining some sanity!

Tldr: Cameron freaks out, Victoria is DONE, and June and Edgar realize how much they truly love each other in a familial way.

So Cameron stops them only to see someone is sick. He goes to join them, but when Victoria states that June is pregnant, he freaks out and tries to stop them from leaving once more. Thankfully, Victoria can be scary when needed, so she scares the driver into taking them to the hospital.

Edgar tries to thank her and offer to pay her back somehow, but Victoria shuts him down stating that she no longer trust him or anyone who has gotten involved with Cameron (which is fair bc everyone kinda screwed her over). Edgar regrets and turns to comfort June to hide his discomfort.

At the hospital, the doctor informs them that June is not pregnant, but has arsenic poisoning from the Emrald Green (SYMBOLISM). While asleep, June reminises over her green lover and how she truly thought they would be happy together, but is now realizing that she was just an escape for him. He always had a place to return too, she is forever out of place. Upon waking up and seeing the distressed Edgar, June realizes that she truly loves Edgar bc he gives her a place to belong, and Edgar loves her for the same reason.

Although, when she tells Edgar that he loves her he misunderstands, asking that she not say another thing about it because he cant bring himself to kiss her or love on her romantically, but she reassures him by just stating again that they live each other, and thats enough.


Whoo wooo! Acceptance between characters? The end is near! We're almost free but it's always calmest before the storm. Let's see what shit show happens next week

Hello everyone! Short and sweet today thankfully I cant handle much heartbreak rn.

Tldr: June is depressed and misses Cameron, Edgar regrets and helps the sick June, Cameron thinks its all about him and tries to stop them.

So June misses "her Cameron" (she more misses the high life but sure) and faints while working. Edgar is in the middle of regretting his actions when he sees June passed out and immediately goes to take her to a hospital. I honestly thought she got sick bc of the green paint (iykyk) but when they run into Victoria she claims June is pregnant with Cameron's child. Another bastard from a bastard child. Woo whoo.

As they enter the visiting lady's carriage (the woman Cameron is legally trying to have a family with) Cameron stops them, saying the three of them are trying funny shit in broad day light to get him in trouble.

Super easy chapter this time, I did read MIYU's spoilers and im already so done with all of these charges. Tune in next week I guess(〜￣△￣)〜

So sorry Im so late! I was at a wedding where the people actually loved each other unlike Cameron and Edgar

Tldr: Cameron and Edgar cuss each other out and hurt feelings. That's it. That's the chapter.


But to go more in depth, Cameron explains to Edgar that he never truly loved HIM, only the idea of him. Edgar's green eye allowed Cameron to see a reflection of his childhood self who never received love. Cameron goes on to say how jealous he was of Edgar bc HE received the lord's love despite not only being a commoner but a foreigner as well. Cameron loved Edgar bc of the fantasy and delusion he made up to comfort himself and now that he knows Edgar and him are related, he can no longer love him for fear of Edgar taking over the household and stealing what little Cameron has left.

Edgar himself is extremely hurt. He claims that Cameron should at least continue to act as though he cares about him, thats what Edgar believes he is owed. But he is denied, and as Cameron continues talking and giving "pathetic confessions" Edgar starts to realize that he truly wasn't loved, that his perfect life and lover was all a facade to help "heal" Camerons inner child. The chapter ends with Edgar calling Cameron a pathetic cheap man whore, and Cameron (who is also hurting and regretting his father's death) confirms that statement for Edgar and walks away.

I fought hives, food poisoning AND being hungover to bring you this summary today. And yet Cameron and Edgar continue to disappoint me. Welp see you all next week for when everything gets EVEN WORSE somehow

Ladies and gentlemen that's a wrap on Cameron and Edgar's "love story"

Tldr: Cameron has matured due to no longer vying after anyone's love, Victoria is shocked and hurt at her own powerlessness, and Edgar is realizing who his master truly is.

To begin! Cameron is showing a noble woman and her parents around the estate with the intention of gaining her hand in marriage. He passes by June and the painting of himself, and walks away unbothered, very on the nose symbolism as to how he's done with June entirely.

Next is Victoria. She's shocked that Cameron would mature suddenly and is also slightly heartbroken. She lived vicariously through her brother to experience such extravagant and carefree freedom. But now he has given up. There is no one left to pursue for any sort of affection, so Cameron intends to make a family of his own bc children will give him unconditional love right? (No.) Victoria threatens him saying he must confess or Edgar is going to jail. Cameron reminds her that he is head of the house (and a man) not her. She has no people, no power, and no say. Also, the only reason she truly wants a confession is to put herself at ease. To prove that the wild Cameron was still there, and that he hadn't matured.

(Basically she wants to see him provoke the police bc he'd think its funny or bc hes cocky enough to believe he'd get out of it when he wouldn't. Cameron knows this and is telling her to fuck off)


Now Edgar. Our "not a hero not a villian just a sad man whose done bad things" protagonist. Cameron kissed him in front of Victoria as a final "fuck you you're on your own" to his sister and Edgar is hurt. He cant believe that Cameron was just using him, he truly thought that they loved each other which is why he trusted cameron to back his alibi. But Cameron explains to Edgar that no he doesn't love him and he never claimed too. Edgar made that up all on his own.




Ok so now for MY PERSONAL 2 cents. Cameron is in love with the idea of love, and he did what he could to achieve it. Nobody else truly wanted him, so he became even more jaded. When he met Edgar, he started pulling the same shit but at the same time wanted attention from his father (that is how this all started). So when his father gave up and died, Cameron realized that there's no point, no one is going to truly love him so he needs to start from scratch; hence the attempt to start a family.
However, everyone that he roped into his emotional distress is now suffering the consequences, causing depression in some and anger in others, which explains the insanity in the chapters to come.


Home stretch everyone! It only gets worse from here! Hold on tight and pray bc no one is getting out of this

And it all comes crashing down!

Tldr: Cameron misses his father and reveals that his "lover" was fake to keep him company, Edgar puts his neck on the line for Cameron and gets told to fuck off in jail.

Whoo! So when Cameron and Victoria were having that moment on the stairs, its revealed that he was being manipulative and trying to get her to drop the charges. This obviously didnt work.

Next he is reminiscing in front of the lord's grave, upset that he died mad. Cameron then explains that his "lover" was only someone he created to keep him company when lonely and to share his anger with. So now that his father is dead, what use does he have for such dead weight?

Edgar is READY for these detectives. He has a spill alibi for Cameron and assumes Cameron is going to cover his ass as well. They're lovers why wouldn't he? So when he realizes that not only does Cameron NOT try to help him but also tries to sabotage him with tools hidden under his old bed, Edgar is understandable confused and hurt.

Finally, Edgar confronts Cameron asking what happened because if hes caught in a lie hes going to jail, and Cameron has the BALLS to say "I never asked for your help".

So yeah everyone is fucked. Thank you for joining us on this week's mggo soap drama we'll see you in the next one

Welp! This is supposedly about Cameron, but it also is about how Edgar is also not well! Yippie!

Tldr: Cameron confesses to everything (except murder) and begs for love. Edgar hears and is exasperated

So Cameron broke down crying when confronted by his sister. He explains how this isn't what he wanted, and that he only desired affection from his family in any way he could get it. With Victoria? Since she would never love him like family he flirted to get her attention another way. He never met to scare her by "threatening to push her out the window", he genuinely was trying to help her up. The letter about wanting to kill his dad was childish anger. Even with the dead bird, he didnt release it nor did he intend to kill it. He wanted to stun it and return it to her to get into her good graces.

Victoria said that if he confessed to the police they he killed their father, she would forgive him for all and believe what he was saying. She said self respect and dignity today

Now Edgar. Wow Edgar. He heard this entire interaction, and wasn't even phased when Cameron said the Emarld lover doesn't exist. When he goes to comfort the crying Cameron, he's ANNOYED. Idk about you, but if my partner was truly distressed and their vulnerable side was showing, I'd be concerned and understand, not exasperated with them. Edgar is upset bc his perfect version of Cameron is breaking, and that is ruining his "perfect life". Edgar wants nothing short of a fantasy, and when Cameron's HUMAN EMOTIONS get in the way of that, it causes problems and annoyance for Edgar.


Tune in for next week where everything keeps getting worse bc WHY ARE WE STILL HERE

Gosh dang it this was a chapter

TLDR: Victoria (as is her name now? Or im just still asleep lmao) has had enough and cusses out Cameron

So the police shows up and tells Edgar that all staff are to cooperate during the investigation tomorrow. So he goes to tell his master when he stumbles upon a heated argument between Cameron and Veronica.

Cameron yells and accuses his sister of tipping off the police over nothing but hatred. He taunts her for when she loved him romantically and directly states that she's doing this only to get rid of her "desires". Veronica tries to explain that she has heard Cameron talk about killing their father before, but when taunted she blows up at him

Girl is TIRED. She explains how she truly feels about everything. How she has had to do anything and everything to be accepted as a member of high society both bc she is a woman and therefore only used to climb the social ranks through marriage, and bc she has a rouge brother that she herself has to compensate for. Every time Cameron wears his hair loosely or a giant necklace, she has to fix herself and ensure perfection despite her own desire to run freely.

She has done as much as she can, and she herself wanted to inherit the estate and go to the military, but she was never allowed. Veronica was always jealous of Cameron bc while her father claimed to love her more, he never could bc she was born as a woman. Veronica wanted to do what a man does, to be free like a man is, but she cant be

Even when they were kids (before the romance incident) Veronica extended her hand to Cameron and tried to be a true sister to him. But when she saw the bird getting killed, she was scared off and distanced herself out of fear of her own life.

Hearing all this, Cameron starts crying. Either bc he realizes he could have been loved (familial) his entire life, or bc that was a lot of raw emotions. Either way, he apologizes.

Yay someone got put into thier place! At least for t minutes! Let's see how this goes, im not worried at all!!!

This was one of my favorites, this ending is way to sudden. We still need to dive into the fox and see what's happening with the heavens, AND I want to see the jealousy between the 2 best actors blow up, get resolved and come out EVEN BETTER FOR IT. No, I dont except this ending

Damn so this is just kinda sad to read

Tldr: Cameron is both relieved and filled with regret, Edgar is ECSTATIC and Veronica is horrified

So Cameron messed with the carriage wheels resulting in his father's death. Veronica knows something happened and is working towards exposing her brother bc she's mad. Unlike Cameron, despite her not being allowed to inherit the estate she truly loved her father.

Now Edgar is thriving. HE is now in charge of everything, and for a control freak nothing is better. He is also getting rid of those who bullied him under the pretense of "maintaining efficiency" and he gets called out on his bullshit but it doesn't matter because he's in charge! And taking care of his "one true love"! Hurray!

Cameron is conflicted. On one hand, he's free from his father's control and influence, and he has the estate as an even bigger "fuck you". On the other hand, he's never really wanted the estate. Such a free soul cant be tied down, and he's feeling the weight of the ropes. He doesn care for Edgar, but not enough to want to stay.

Welp, we've now committed murder, so nothing is off limits in this story! Let's see where this goes (=・ω・=)

Holy SHIT THIS WAS A LOT

Tldr 47: Edgar and Cameron got caught, cussed out and consequences!

Tldr 48: both Cameron and father are reminiscing about the rare moments when they truly loved each other, and on the moments where they tried. Cameron then kills the lord

Ok! So for 47, edgar and Cameron were literally just chilling and planning their futures, but when they were getting a little touchy, the lord saw (because June led him there out of anger and resentment). And dude wasn't even mad despite the screaming, he was fucking ecstatic that he no longer had to deal with Cameron! So to tie everything up nice and neat, he decided to send Edgar back to England, and Cameron to a nuthouse (which if you know anything about history you know those places are death traps).
Oh and June also got cussed out.

48 was a RIDE. Cameron and the lord are both thinking about the past. Those few times where they truly loved each other as father and son, and the moments where they resented each other, but still tried bc the love was still there. But the lord was tired (and frankly scared) of his son. So when he saw Edgar and Cameron he realized that he's done now. Cameron tried one last time to speak with his father and apologized as a son. But the lord wouldn't hear it and let him go. This drove the heartbroken Cameron to get rid of the man who would now only hurt him (in multiple ways).

And guess what kids! It only gets worse from here! We haven't even gotten to Edgar gouging out his eye yet!