kurimaomao April 8, 2025 12:01 am

The comments scared me a little but gave it a shot and i don’t regret it. Such fragile yet strong relationship between mc and ml, i love it tons.

The concept of the ml having a first love and obsession with an imaginary figure is so new to me, and while the beginning with han frustrated me so much, the author didn’t really miss with tackling it as a mental health issue. I do think he needs more therapy though, but it was really satisfying how he and yijun were able to save each other. And the idea of love being the reason for it is always welcome.

kurimaomao April 6, 2025 7:02 am

Whenever i read a dogshit BL, this is one of the stories i come back to and cleanse my palette.

    saddays April 30, 2025 2:02 am

    girl ur so real for this

kurimaomao April 6, 2025 6:46 pm

See, it’s good that it has a happy ending. Rape in BLs ain’t new to me and im not surpised anymore because i know it grabs more attention when authors pick this theme for dark stories.

but honestly im so tired and so over BL stories or any story for that matter packed with so much sexual assault in their stories that’s supposed to make you feel bad for the mc but then it’s illustrated as if readers are VOYEURS of rape. Like let’s not deny that these rape scenes are perverse and author sexualized a character’s trauma.

I already get it, he’s going through awful shit, but letting it take over almost entirety of chapters, illustrated to arouse readers is ironic. We get ittt, the story is meant to be dark. But you know what makes a dark story good? When it focuses on the character themselves, their growth, their inner thoughts and liberation instead of shoving forced sex scenes in my face. If it’s rape trauma then illustrate it as that- TRAUMATIZING.

Authors can do better than this. Rape in smut category is fucking tiring, especially when it’s intended to be serious and to raise awareness but does the exact opposite, treating it like it’s porn and they can get away with it because most of the characters look attractive.

kurimaomao April 5, 2025 9:45 am

Bro, how hard is it to say “i just found out im his son a week ago” gahddamn

Edit:
The rape is so fucking unnecessary imo. All that build up for a consenting relationship at the beginning just to ruin that with a dumb misunderstanding and sexual assault is awful and i hate the author for that

    Ur local ✨yaoiaddict✨ April 5, 2025 10:26 pm

    they just had to put that rape wow it was so necessary to the plot like why do authors keep doing that ruining a " perfectly " going rs for idk fun??

    kurimaomao April 6, 2025 6:56 am
    they just had to put that rape wow it was so necessary to the plot like why do authors keep doing that ruining a " perfectly " going rs for idk fun?? Ur local ✨yaoiaddict✨

    Sighhh, i guess because there are consumers out there who like shit like that. If they were going to sexualize rape they should just commit to the bit and should have done it in the first place. Not bait us with a good story and pull this shit in front of us ffs

kurimaomao March 31, 2025 9:01 am

i first read this at b@to and i gotta say, the comment section here is so tame compared to there. People out there were loud and proud simping for ML at the first part, romanticizing rape and manipulation. I swear there’s a lot of reflecting to do LMFAO, like they’re not even mentioning the redemption and character development. No matter if its fiction, its disgusting to romanticize two harmful things and then act like you’re the victim for being dogpiled on and being “moralized” because you publicly post that you get horny for rapist 2d men the lack of self-awareness is LAUGHABLE, some things you just keep to yourself bc it ain’t something to be proud of lolololol

Anyway this is a good read. Ain’t gonna lie, the brothers are precious

kurimaomao March 23, 2025 9:25 am

Does anyone know if there are bls that explore the concept of dreams? I think it’s a really cool concept but they didn’t really dive in as much as I’d expected in this story, i’d really like to know if there are others out there :’> thank you to anyone who can share!

Would also really like if the dreams concept aren’t just smut 100% of the time but that could be asking too much from this genre LOLOL

    Moon April 18, 2025 5:42 pm

    Link click I guess?

kurimaomao March 10, 2025 11:58 pm

“ Published in NUUDE vol.13. After the magazine went defunct, copyright returned to the author, who expressed interest in continuing the series.”

So the bl web magazine where the mangaka published this series went defunct so that’s why it took a while for the mangaka to regain copyright. Does anyone know where I can follow Roji(mangaka) ?



EDIT:
Here’s their twitter account and post about this manga, it seems the story is currently ongoing!!! They found a new publisher - bboy

https://x.com/tarodatoomou/status/1897939581766627662?s=46

    cheesygarlicbread March 25, 2025 4:20 pm

    yay!

    Whocares July 11, 2025 4:12 pm

    tysm for the info!
    I sometimes come back to reread the first chap and always wondered why no one has picked it up so this nice to know

kurimaomao March 13, 2025 10:45 am

This is beautiful and realistic One can say idealistic but this way of thinking should be the norm for our society. Ai and Nao are such good parents and Hiro is a good kid. They should be set as one of the best example of healthy familial relationship.

kurimaomao March 10, 2025 2:57 pm

Really cute! The communication, consent, and confrontations here are chef’s kiss also the art!

kurimaomao March 10, 2025 2:39 pm

Okay, i still like it. But it felt like the author just jampacked too much climax right at the end of the main story lmfao. There was too much going on, and then there’s some random dream squished in between, sudden flashbacks, this random ‘writing the reality’ plot detail that didn’t have enough impact, and then bam bam bam right after the other more conflicts. They all get resolved so quick that we don’t even have the time to digest what happened right before LOL Then all of a sudden, a damn timeskip???? And then all of a sudden everything’s okay. I think it’s too rushed out of nowhere, what the hell happened to the pacing from previous chapters I think I’d have appreciated it more if it was paced better but it ended up being so unsatisfying with the way i resorted to rushing through pages because i was watching 6 more came-out-of-the-left-field problems. I’m just glad it’s a happy ending

I’m sad because I really loved it so much at the start to the middle of the story but the unexpected rush kinda ruined it for me. I also get this feeling that author originally planned for jiwoo or one of them to die but changed their mind lol

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