I swear it's rare for me to actually wish that one of the leads find a better person cause I usually latch on to the main first couple I see in a story but atp I don't care anymore I just want kaji to be free and happy. he deserves a genuine and honest loving partner that will show him the love he failed to experience as a kid... ╥﹏╥
honestly so real
I know it's fukami being his awkward self but man... he's getting too spoiled. kaji, I really need someone else to come into your life and let you feel what it means to be loved. istg this is not it... I hope the transfer will do something about that.
damn this hurts.... why do I always torture myself with dead/in a coma characters stories
also I kept thinking mc looks so much like yuji and apparently the author does jjk djs lol no wonder
respectfully, as an aromantic, kaji you deserve better. been telling this from the start. this relationship is destructive af either way (whether fukami really is aro or not and I think from this chapter he really is just afraid). sorry, I honestly don't care anymore whether they end up together or not. I just want kaji to have a partner that can heal his childhood trauma. yeah yeah fukami needs to "heal" too but I care less about him rn sorry not sorry.
also atp I really think they don't match each other. kaji needs a loving partner that can openly and honestly tell him what he needs to hear and care for him to combat his childhood experience and make him feel the things he wasn't able to feel as a kid but fukami is just not that kind of person.
if this was peak, it would have angst about them not really fated pairs and nagiri lied about it so he can use him to hide their illegal activities