
Heonjae you sick mother fucker you are the lowest of them all
Having been beside Jingi this whole time, surely he wouldn't be clueless about what his brother had gone through under his uncle?? And with that offer already on the table beforehand...He's not clueless about the threats to Jingi's life. He simply can't be. No one can defend him and say he's mentally disabled or something.
And he'll do all this just to get the MC to himself. Who knows if one day Heonjae won't betray Mc like he'll do with his brother??? God I wish Jingi has some sort of idea about this and that he won't be completely blindsided when it happens. But it'll still be so sad regardless.

The way he betrayed Jingi and then confessing right at the moment Jingi was fighting for his life in the other tent not even 10 meters away? That's fucked up shit. Also, let's be honest here, he doesn't even care that it's Myeongil...he just wants someone who will love and care for him unconditionally. Something about that is so selfish to me.
Jingi at least cares about the both of them. When he said "Cell 2 is full" I realized he cares more about Myeongil than I initially thought. And he's accepted his role as Heonjae's caretaker. I don't see a reality where he ditches the brother role, but heonjae's already shown us he's capable of doing so /shrugs
Either way, in the real world, I wouldn't want either of them in my life bye

I liked it in a sense that I know I shouldn't: the characters are awful, but they're not so one-dimensionally awful that they can only be disliked. I think, in stories like this where the characters have gone through so much trauma on their own, it stops being about whether they deserve being with each other, but more about "Man, I'm just glad he has someone by his side"
I tried reading this like three times, and both two times I tried I was so weirded out by the the relationship dynamics. Wdym you like you're dead brother's ex? I'm glad I got past that initial disgust and finally read it in one go. It's such an interesting story despite the many things I had to stomach. I still feel queasy while writing this, so I would have to push the reread a long time into the future when I've forgotten about it so it can shock me again. Haha.
On the one hand, I'm like WHY IS THERE CENSORSHIP
On the other hand, it's somehow hotter when you can't see them actually doing it
ngl im feeling the same. i was frustrated that they have censorship but with that we are free to imagine things. hahahah