I was gonna say, the dream being a dream was the most upsetting thing to happen to the king, but then he did THAT and then I am reminded there is no redeeming him. But then again, I want him to coddle him. I want him to experience being loved by the teacher, but I also know that cannot happen without the teacher losing his wits. It's so conflicting.
He doesn't have to lose his wits though. It would have been really interesting if he started to manipulate the king but now it feels like the story is going down a more clique route instead of doing something different than similar tropes.
cliche* not clique
Tmi but when I first started reading bl, I would stick to non-smutty ones bc smut made me uncomfortable (girlie was an undiscovered asexual) then I grew past that phase and now actively read smut (girlie is still asexual) but this and Rotten's smut makes me so uncomfortable it's bringing back memories of me avoiding smut I'm still reading tho
I'm an ace girlie as well and my friends that know I read yaoi are so confused
This artist is in my fandom. Their art is so pretty! The story was so cute
Hyungnim getting on top of Psycho King was so hot bye
The art is ugly I'm sorry
Edit: I read the last three chapters and just marked it as read
But Jin hallucinating Brandon when he was drugged out during sex with Matthew was so interesting to me, I 100% get Matthew for being jealous–
But I know Brandon is just one hell of a traumatic figure for Jin because he's the one who got him addicted to the drugs. Jin did mention that Brandon was like a father figure to him at one point. So I see it as an admiration, loyalty in the sense that he wanted to be praised by him, but then again also fear because he's associated him with the trauma of drugs and addiction. Brandon didn't know he had a good thing until he lost him, and it's so funny that exact same line was used about Jin losing Matthew.
I'm glad Brandon betrayed the organization and that Jin got to find out who he is, clocked him out for real because Brandon wanted someone he could trust, but he himself couldn't be trusted.
But yeah, it shocked me to find that they were in a sexual relationship. And I also kinda didn't like that he was referred to as Cheungwoo because of the associations with Brandon.
It was weird to me how they used poetic language for a relationship that didn't feel all that. And they went through 7 years feeling the same? They met for like three days eh there's only so much you can do with only 7 chapters but still
Yaoi logic
I was just gonna ask for recs like this one!!! (Fuck sunset)