
Not me nodding my head as if I understand what Kaiser is talking about when he explained what Isagi did.... ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭. Also I'm sad Kaiser saw his enjoyment of the game as a weakness after this... Idk... Him accepting his past and how it gained him skill to overcome hardship was lovely. Like he's not plague by it as before.

Is it weird that I wish he faked his dead and seriously got a away? Ik everyone would suffer because of his actions but at the same time I think they suffer anyway even he run and is alive.... Like I feel like people will suffer more and there are more casualties if ML caught him and brought him back.

...i got a bit of theory.
Considering blonde guy(Larkan) didn't fully learn how to act human and care for them the same way Sol did, he prob went for the drastic measures because he took to literally what Brian and Sol told him. Sol told him that his love for Brian was something he has learnt after he lost everything. While Brian told him he chose to prioritize Sol's decision over what he wants because Sol abandoned everything to be with him aka Larkan might have thought he just have to do that to win Brian too in his next life.
Despite 900 years have passed seems like Larkan never crossed the line with any humans thus he never fully learnt to consider and care for them. At the same time because of it he never fancied the idea of courting Ian. He mostly see Ian as a possession or a pet he deeply love. So even Larkan did imprint himself on Ian due to their relationship that can't equal the "love" between Ian/Sol, in the end it was all for nothing.
Also due to Larkan not really caring for humans, he also extremely closed minded. For centuries he only considered Brian that gave birth to his misconception that Brian is the only person worth having around which in the end caused the obsession too.

I felt that. I was nervous wondering what happens next when thet saw the other. I love how blonde guy could understand what MC felt without him talking but just looking at his gestures (+flowers). It's very silent kind of love but very strong.
Never was I a fan of these two but now they both are walking a path of healing and being self aware of their toxic behavior for each other. I am so on board on shipping them for endgame.
The way crazy guy touched his ankles.... Yeah no I read a handful of webnovels, played VNs and listened to Drama CDs all with crazy yandere guys to know where this is going...