
I am so sad and frustrated after latest chapter...

So we go to the past and then back to when he was researching him? Um, go back to NOW damn it. This author wants to hate Heejae because her precious Sunyool is supposed to be who we love the most. We'll see about that.

It's called theorizing. No one knows what's gonna happen. No one is spoiling anything.

that's why you can't get attached to a character, even if you're the author
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So no one is going to mention uke's earing??? Because I think I have new fetish......

I love when authors give the characters ear piercings! I totally get you! I have three cartilage piercings in my left ear myself (helix) and, honestly, I almost have to stop myself from drooling and fangirling when I encounter someone with gorgeous ear piercings... That's one of the best things about reading yaoi manga: YOU CAN DROOL AND FANGIRL AS MUCH AS YOU LIKE! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ There are so many wonderful mangakas in this world who know the true value and beauty of ear piercings! We are truly blessed! (≧∀≦)

I'm ready for downvotes, but I think Maya and Nemu just not suited for each other. Yes, Nemu helped Maya to grow. But Maya didn't help Nemu a lot... He is still the same, insecure, scared little nerd with glasses. Maya is active, outgoing, strong. He grew. I think it is time for them both to move on, that Nemu could grow.

Omg. Don't say that. I once said that and everyone was trying to burn me at the stake. Sorry, but you probably signed your death warrant. People don't like it when you don't have the common opinion.

I really want Maya and Nemu together because they make such a cute couple. But it's clear that the relationship as it currently is is not helping Nemu grow as a person. Maya has always been the one with the most visible growth in this series and although Nemu has also grown a bit more certain of himself, he really hasn't changed much since the beginning. I don't want them to breakup, but I do hope that whatever struggles lie ahead of them really develop Nemu as a stronger and more confident person.

No I definitely agree. Nemu has made very little character development over the years, while Maya has progressed more - he’s changed his looks, he’s working, he lives on his own, he still has a strong social circle, whereas Nemu hasn’t budged an inch in progress. This relationship isn’t doing good for Nemu’s emotional and personal growth, and I feel that a lot of self love is nessecary in Nemu’s case.

Of course. Let's pretend Ruka is not the one purposely stirring up shit, huh? Or that Maya purposefully hid going to someone's house(someone you know your other half is insecure of before) and hid it. Great show of trust there. The problem is that people keep thinking that Maya is someone who grew up. He didn't.
Do you actually think it is at all alright to hide things from your other half like that? Get jealous when he wants to make himself look nicer? Basically getting angry at him for helping out his friend? Do ya'll conveniently forget all this? Do you forget that these are RECENT events? Not some past events. Recently Maya wanted to hook Nemu's friend because he still had some jealousy left. Grew up alot, huh?
You really only want to see what you want to see.
Nemu when he faces trouble, he talks. When he doesn't like something, he says it. When he gets insecure, he asks. If this was some pass him, you really think he would have any confidence to even ask Maya? Wouldn't someone with NO confidence prefer to keep it quiet and act like nothing's wrong if he truly felt that insecure?

I seriously don't see exactly what has Maya grown up about that ya'll are talking about. His body did. His face matured. Yes, he's calmer. But inside he's still the same. But great surface level reading ya'll.

By the way, congrats for defending Maya when he himself said "I got angry because hwas agitated that someone hits the bullseye." How very mature of him, huh? Or the fact that he basically said "I thought I could get away with it." Ya'll would keep defending Maya and thinking he's so mature because what? He is not as insecure? Where? Nemu's friend was a literal non-threat compared to Ruka.
He got angry when he was in the wrong. Hmmm. Very mature. And continued to lie first when asked to your lover's face. Hmmm. Very mature. I wonder what is considered as mature for you?
Hot guy with hot bod, I guess?
Look at how quickly Nemu conceded to him. He understood his reasons and just asked for it not to be repeated.
If it were the other way around, can you truly say with all the facts that happened till now that Maya would have done the same? That's saying that if you're not blind to what he has been doing since both of them went college. Cross your heart and hope to die? Do you think Maya would have let his anger go just as easily? Or wouldn't have asked for immediate break up like he did the previous time? When Nemu literally just wanted to help a friend? You think he's THAT mature?
You're mixing up maturity and security. Those are two different things. Maybe ya'll should find that out.

Yo Anon, you seem to be going off about things that no one in this particular thread has actually said.
1. No one here is defending Maya's lies. No one here is saying or even implying that Maya is better than Nemu. We are discussing how this relationship has only really benefited Maya and has left Nemu stunted as a person.
2. We're talking about growth and not maturity, which are two different things. Nemu obviously approaches things from a more practical and mature manner. In general, Nemu has always (in my opinion) been the more mature partner, while Maya has always been the more reckless one. However despite everything they've gone through, the one who has visibly grown the most is Maya. He has come along way from the impulsive and thoughtless rapist from the first volume. Nemu, on the other hand, has not really experienced as obvious of a change.This is NOT Nemu's fault. NO ONE is claiming that it's Nemu's fault. It is the way their relationship has grown over time with Maya being the more dominant partner and generally the one who makes the decisions.
I understand that you're probably frustrated from reading other comments talking down on Nemu, but that's not what's happening in this thread. We love Nemu and just want to see him grow even brighter and happier.

Thanks. You said everything that was on my mind. Maya? Mature? Really? How? When? He's still a whimsical and selfish brat that gets angry when things don't go his way. In some ways he's better but he's still forcing Nemu to accommodate with his decisions (not THEIR, just his, cause it seems he's the only one entitled to make changes in their relationship). To be honest, none of them have matured at all, and that's ok since they've been together for just a little more than a year (they just entered university, and started dating when they were third years), but the thing is that Nemu has the short end of the stick in every argument because, like he said, he doesn't really have any other experience in love matters. Maya's world is growing really fast but Nemu's isn't, and that's partly Maya's fault because he's always been excessively possessive when it comes to Nemu.
And Nemu can't act like that (possesive) because he feels inferior or gets blamed. That's unfair, and sadly, it limits his possibilities of growing. It's not like he doesn't want to, but that he can't. Be it his strict mother or his dependant relationship with Maya. He's limited in both sides.
In some ways I can see myself in Nemu, and when people like us reaches its limit we can really do crazy things. I'm hoping that if there's a break up or a big ass argument Nemu will break through all that and become a better version of himself. He deserves more. He's one of the best ukes! Damn.
#ProtectMyChild

I am not defending Maya. I'm just saying, that while Maya went from rapist to hard working adult, Nemu still stayed almost the same. Nemu is insecure. He feels inferior to Maya, is still scared of his mother and not moving forward. And only he, himself can fix all those things. But while he is with Maya, he just drives himself more and more in to the wall. Nemu is suffering. I was like Nemu, when I was his age. And the best decision for me was breakup. Not because other party was a bad person, but because of who I was with him - little, scared, insecure girl.

A very well written take on their relationship. I actually find myself agreeing with you. Maya and Nemu are both great people but they are not perfect. Maya obviously still struggles to make the right decisions. While Nemu is too dependent on Maya and is too comfortable with his position in the relationship. I don't want to see them breakup, but if they do, I hope Nemu has the gusto to be the one to do it. I think it would really show that he's trying to make moves to grow more independent and confident.
Roses are red
Violets are blue
I am dropping this manga after chapter 22
And so should you
if its because of the Hysong being stubborn as hell and Do jin not expressing his feelings then I agree.
But my dumb ass will probably keep reading... and getting more frustrated with the two ( ̄へ ̄)
Yes. I am just getting more and more frustrated. Reading should give you pleasure, not endless frustration (=・ω・=)
Wow if u want the story to finish in only 22 chapters then u shouldn't read many was or mangas at all
It takes time to develop a story lmfao
.only22 chapters is barely enough to introduce the story
U have hyseung story still to be cleared ,
Development is barely there
There story is in the beginning and u say of should end ?
calm down sweetie i think it's the case for this story cause the person finds it stressful. what are you trying to prove by tring to impose your opinions on someone who clearly has an opinion and a life for themselves, when you shouldn't? this is not your business so don't poke into it. if they don't wanna continue it's their choice.
if you wanted to convince them to read again tho, i think you should choose your words a little more carefully cause it seems to me that you're dictating this person. a bit of a condescending attitude and it's not very pleasant.
agreed!! (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I love your name it's amazing!
And we need more commentors like you!