I don't understand why people are hating on the Beta when YW the Alpha is so insensitive and flaunts his love for omegas in front of the beta. Yes, the beta is insecure but thats bc the YW has slept with different omegas almost daily over the past 10 years. And now bc YW says he loves him, the beta is supposed to believe him when time and time again YW reminds him that he can only trust pheromones.There's lots of other instances i can point out that shows YW isn't such a good guy and has some sort of omega/alpha superiority complex. With that said the beta isn't innocent either. He should have vented his concern and worries in a blunt manner so that YW can understand. I just want everyone to be happy at the end ( including Hayeon and the dominant omega) although I want YW to suffer a little and then get his happy ending lol.
Yup ur right. I don’t think Beta should be hated on, at least till the whole story is revealed, I find his behavior toxic right now and he is unstable in mind and they both need help.
I’m glad you mentioned Alpha’s superiority complex, and the part about trusting pheromones. He loves him in a demented way and I think he wants to fully dominate beta, he oversteps his boundaries by covering unknowing beta with his pheromones as he can’t be marked, to make other alphas/omegas back off. This shows that his possessiveness is insecure/unhealthy. I’ve also noticed that Alpha regrets in his mind that his partner is a beta and that he’s always unsatisfied with their sex because of wanting beta to have an omega’s pheromones, these thoughts are toxic, if you love your partner it should be unconditional in regards to their identity you love them for who they are. And thoughts like these unknowingly get translated to actions. I feel like Beta knows what Alpha really wants. I do want to understand where his phobia stems from, whether from Alpha or his childhood. One thing that makes me really frustrated is that they each have problems and there’s not a lot of communication between them apart from sex
Based. Tbh the Alpha is so obsessed with omegas that when gets a little sniff of pheromones he loses his mind. He is a person that can’t be in a relationship with a beta since he doesn’t put in effort to have any self control. Beta should find someone else, that beefy alpha from work seemed like a nice person.
true true. If other alphas can control their urge, why can't he if he really loves beta? that's what I keep saying but upon knowing much further that alpha was never satified with beta, he should just off himself somewhere else... hope beta finds someone who will love him for him.
Like that's what I don't understand about YW. If he loves omegas so much then why try to date and confess his "love" to the Beta? Beta deserves a better partner bc the poor mental state he's currently in is mostly due to YW. Also I thought about JO pairing with Hayeon but he seems too much like a fluffy puppy for the jaded JO . If anything it'll be nice for them to be friends so that Hayeon can help the beta.
I understand if someone dislikes JO but I don't think he should be hated on. They both need individual and couples therapy bc they have very deep seeded issues. I mentioned this in another comment but I just flat-out don't understand why he "loves" the beta when he obviously adores and is addicted to omegas. Like what makes JO so special that he's the only beta in YWs life? And if he regrets that his partner is a beta and he's unsatisfied then just let him go so both people can find better partners. A part of me wants to see them live happily ever after but I really don't see how they can be end game bc chap 65 - 69 was very disappointing to read. Like I kept thinking 'YW effing control yourself you pathetic pos.' LOL.
Yeah, honestly I don’t think alpha loves beta since he doesn’t bother to control himself around omegas. He’s not serious at all. Them ending up together is a bad ending, alpha will just go around sleeping with every omega he sees and beta will just go down the self destruction path
Someone told me that the author said the beta won't turn into an omega. So the only way I see them being happy together is if Alpha through some miracle or accident loses his ability to sense pheromones, and then he apologizes for being dense, and works on building trust with the beta.
This is getting an offical english translation!! Its dropping on August 15 on Manta. Buy it to support the author.
Theres a 2nd volume! I hope someone translate it!
https://renta.papy.co.jp/renta/sc/frm/item/178055/title/600324/
Why is everyone hating the doc? He's never been in a relationship before so I can see him making mistakes but I can see him fixing it too.
If anything the douchebag brother Dohwa will ruin things for the couple. I'm guessing he'll hurt Dojun's self esteem yet again and Dojun will doubt his relationship with the doc.
you can buy Chapter 16 on renta but it was sooooooo unnecessary that it makes me so mad and I dunno what the author is thinking and makes me want to drop this...
Spoiler....
Uke saw several billboards of Seme and water sprite, where it looks like they're almost kissing. He starts crying into glasses jerk arms. He goes over to his place, drinks wine, then passes out. He wakes up completely naked and chained to the bed. Glasses jerk is molesting him and kisses him. Uke is about to get rap** but there's a phone call and glasses picks up. I dunno why (bc I don't understand Japanese) but he let's uke go and uke runs away.
Like author, wth did you have to add attempted rap* into the story??????????
I want to completely drop this but I've been following since the beginning so ill see it through to the end but but this story is turning into pure crap... I have a feeling seme will piss me off in the next raw chapter
Nooooo .. I want the uke to be happy
Why?!i'm broke now
Damn girl ive been feeling anxous abiut there future since that school festival I was feeling there love then the next thing I feel fear.
OMG my heart already sick for this spoiler
Man I hope this gets licensed and there's an offical english translation of this soon bc I don't know what is going on... the translations so far make no sense..I was really looking forward to this story but im so confused.. sorry
I really wanna know if Kangjin (the main uke) survives the car crash in chapter 1. But with his eyes open and blood coming from his ears and nose; it looks like that is unlikely （￣へ￣）
Exactly... His expressions were a dead prsn's...
Asking the real question here. I’ve been zooming in and thinking about this so much. He legit looks dead ╥﹏╥
the seme said that dream again so maybe he was having a vision of what will happen in the future when he was young #－.－) maybe they will not have the same fate there is no tragidy tag
The thing is it's still ongoing so maybe that's why there's no tragedy tag yet? I messaged the author trying to get a hint if Kangjin survives but she didn't say anything lol
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LOL the mr blue tags for this were lost on me but I definitely went looking. pls keep us update if she does!!!
End game will be daichi + ayden for sure bc daichi has said several times that he doesn't date customers.
Just bought the chapter 15 raws on renta.....unable to post and don't understand what is being said but....
There's several scenes in this chapter...
Overall impression is that seme is a dumbass. He's being wayyyyyy too kind to blondie and I can tell by his facial expressions that he's already falling for seme and misinterpreting his kindness with each scene.
There is one part where there's a power outage or severe storm after modeling practice, and they both end up sleeping in the same room in separate beds. HOWEVER blondie is scared or some shit bc of the lightning and seme ends up telling him to sleep in the same bed. And they sleep. No cheating and nothing happens but still... I wouldn't want my boyfriend sleeping in the same bed with someone else. Ugh!
Only saving grace is that sensei posted a drawing of uke × seme on Twitter when she announced chapter 15. Its like she's trying to reassure us they'll be ok in the end.
Blondie? Who
The other model who's working with seme
imagine if the uke did the same thing as seme did. pretty sure that's not gonna end well. I just know seme gonna kill someone if he did that ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Ah yes, there were some pages of the future chapters from the artist's twitter that I saw and one of them was of the seme being mesmerized???Or taken aback at least by the blonde model's beauty at least, when they were modelling together, and I dunno, he may have been reminded of Ryo or not--but it made me feel all sorts of feelings -- none of those feelings were pleasant. Lmao.
I find the side couple way more interesting than the main couple. I thought they were just boring and their drama was just dragged out. Siwoo and DH are more complex characters, and while a lot of people think Siwoo is a green flag he definitely is not. The author confirmed that DH will go through character development so I look forward to ses that happen. Even though DH gaslighted Suha in the past he didn't deserve the gang of the most recent chapter. I'm rooting for a happy ending or else the story will just feel empty in the end.
Oh boy, I didn't expect some shit tike that feel bad for him and totally agree with you, and one more thing Siwoo never was a green flag for me, he has a fcked up side too which I like.. but man gang rape? That's the worst, hope for the happy end.
Thanks for agreeing! Like he didn't deserve to be gang by 9 people. Like wtf. Also if anything Siwoo was almost a green flag but then he pulled that stuff in the first chapter with DH. All 4 characters are problematic.
9 people?! Wtf NO... How can he now develop and be better after this? That's so fcked up.. I don't know where it's going now