
Ya kissed the sociopath ya did boy

The lil kid has a good home and food and has to paint erotic stuff in exchange. (And when he was picked up his life didnt seem all that great either). Of course he didnt have a choice but the whole thing doesn’t seem too bad xD (and it’s not like he lost anything from that deal since he had no friends or family it seems, actually this deal made the uke see his love again, even though we know his love interest isn’t end game xD)
The part where Utou said "I'll pretend I didn't hear that." is so good but so hurtful!!! I expected a cliché forceful kiss at that moment, but this alternative is so much better.
It perfectly encapsulates how nice Utou is and how painful their situation is. He knows if he acknowledged what Sumi said, it'll be harder for Sumi to be with an Alpha that helps Sumi with his Omega issues. He loves Sumi too much to let Sumi endure the problems of Omega heat just to be with him, a Beta.
As a Beta, he feels that this is the most that he can help Sumi.
I could (and did just now) write a damn essay abt this lolol
that was a good insight! people here mostly commented on who's at fault here or utou deserving another person. but u just highlighted utou's essential trait here: he's a selfless person. he always puts other people before him even if that means he'll be hurt.
him saying this line (and another line after that) shows how their feelings are mutual but both acknowledge that the current situation doesnt allow them to be together. it's really difficult.
Yes! Exactly!! Thank you for the wonderful contribution to my research paper lmao ヾ(☆▽☆)
hahaha i'm looking forward to more of your essays thooo