This was so realistic and good. It deserves 9.5 something rating.
Misaki is such a bittersweet character. I related so much with him. For some people, no matter how much hard work, there's a line that cannot be crossed. But they have their own speciality. Unfortunately, chasing what they defined as success makes them undermine their capability. The author showed very nicely how much Misaki focused on his weakness but not celebrating the success he got, making him think he achieved nothing even though he came so far.
Everything was good. But a character likeMisaki definitely needs to have clear understanding of his feelings. Otherwise h might harm Kaname who didn't do any wrong and just wants to be happy with someone.








The first Bl manga I saw where they didn't demoralise pitying completely.
Also, if you have trouble trying to think of a gift for your loved ones, try to remember what they talked about themselves. Once, I was anxious about what to give my dad on his birthday. I remembered he often talks about how less he had his favourite food. So I cooked for half a day. It made him happy.
YES!! Idk why people assume pitying is a bad thing!! "you just pity me don't you?!?" Is so overdone like YES I DO pity you!!! Because I care about you!!! And your feelings are also my feelings!! Again because I careeeeeeeeeee