
im glad hyesung at least told some friends even just a little bit about him he seemed like he was bottling things up and i mean understandable he’s having a rough time with school, and also the internal issues with himself that projected as anger at byul in the last chapter but i hope he’s able to talk with dojin about it too :)

the one thing that i always keep in mind while reading this story is the hye sung in particular did not just fall in love u know he was forced to have a kid he was not ready for (please read about reproductive coercion it’s a real thing) and also afterwards overheard what he’d been hearing his whole life from his dad that he couldn’t do anything.
of course taking his frustrations out on byul wasn’t ok, but there is now a fear there with his own child the he might turn out like him. when u fail to see yourself as a person who has flaws but are more than that the fear that someone might turn out like you is something heavy to think about.
also once again hye sung did not just fall in love and your problems don’t just go away because oh you should be happy because you have a child and a doting husband who again didn’t particularly fall in love either until later on. talking about things and saying go to therapy are all easier said than done, especially when all you’ve done your whole life is take what they tell you and believe it because you have no other choice.

it’s not that sometimes people don’t yell at their kids because they do parents will mess up sometimes, but it’s a matter of teaching them the realities of the world by talking to them about it. it’s proven that yelling is an ineffective way of teaching a child they will either become upset and cry obviously they’re being yelled at and that can continue on and lead them to see every learning moment as a punishment rather than an opportunity to grow.
i read the raws to be more specific i intensely looked over them because my korean reading skills are like a one but i was kinda right about mr.han
i did not vibe with him from the start and in the raws he kinda randomly forces param and gives him a random ass handjob in the break room at work like ??? context wise i cant really say why he would do that besides that he’s mad about param sleeping with someone else currently and at this point i don’t know how this is gonna play out
anyways fuck all those bad vibes u can kinda see in the raws that hwi is starting to like param like that i just don’t think he’s realized it yet himself :0
why would he even mad when they're not together lol lmao
you know how they always are in BL I swear to god they get mad about stuff that doesn’t even involve them or do unnecessary things to the main making things more complicated #-.-) like I guess it furthers the plot later on but still kinda irritating you know
I’ve read the raws too and super dislike Mr. Han! I just know he has bad intentions and he’s starting to get in the way. Plus the break room thing was ugh I can’t wait for the next season.