
Everytime I read new updates on this manga, I just get more depressed. Like, I love how human psyche is represented in the lunarians, how the gems are the bones, and those jelly fishes as the flesh. The more gems interact with the lunarians, the more they experience emotion and are introduced to human sins (according to buddhism., That is.) Like, to love adamant Sensei because he is the foundation of all the gems, but seeing how phos turns more and more inhuman (which is ironic bc he is actually turning more and more human) is just hurtful. I had hope that phos could save everyone, get adamant go pray, Al the gems Being freed, and everyone reaching reincarnation or reaching nirvana, but with how much they are introduced to humanly ways, it just keeps getting more and more messy.
Like I loved how caingnorm was turning human after hanging out with the lunarians, experiencing humanly ways like aiming for relationship and validation by being physical. B but it seems like everyone in the manga has forgotten their purpose in Earth, or why they came to be, and it's basically repeating history.

So they like each other— and have a somewhat understanding of it but their past is holding them back (rion only having been with females in the past, and masaki not going to confess to rion due to rion being straight back then) oomf I love— at first, chapter 1 made me think"eh this is ok, it seems like another one of those unrequited love and it's too late to say anything anymore" but chapter 2 made it better, they actually like each other AND it was rion who made the first move, I thought masaki would be the one facing unrequited love for a playboy but it's completely the opposite way wow wow

Love isn't a feeling, it's a choice. If you go through a relationship and you based all of your actions based off emotions, it's not gonna end well. I learned this from the hard way, going through with so many guys and ending it all just because I didn't feel that "spark" anymore. The things that you loved about your significant other, turns to be something that drives you out when you experience turmoil, and in the end, you guys throw away all good and bad memories just because you got too used to routine

He's not dead. I refuse to believe it. He's with eiji in Japan. Fuck it. It's 2 am and I'm crying someone help

spoiler for not readers and anime watchers: in manga he died BUT in the anime his status is official not known/alive !!!! you can see that in the official website from mappa who created that anime banana fish. First his picture was gray and he was in that library and then they changed it into an other picture of ash it waa colourful and he looked all right

Yeah but the anime is the adaptation for the manga, even if they left it open in the anime, there's never going to be a season two of banana fish bc ash died in the manga, the manga ended when ash died and the anime can't make an ova of the ending scenes of eiji moving back to America because of ash since the anime made sure to make it ambiguous
I knew GENYA was gonna die, but it still hurts so fucking bad, I didn't expected shinobu or tokito to fucking die I'm so hurt it's 2 am and I'm fucking bawling my eyes out— if giyuu or inosuke dies then I'm don't, I'm gonna stop reading this, and I'm just gonna erase it from my memories bc I don't want anyone else to die anymore