
Welp. Can't say i never suspected Sangwoo's mom -- the moment she showed possessiveness towards young Sangwoo had my shackles up -- but I didn't expect her to be the first one with the problem. I didn't expect the dad to be the healthier one at the beginning of this whole ordeal, and I did not expect her to have been this bad so early on. Post partum depression? But Sangwoo can talk already and he's an only child, so she couldn't have recently just given birth at the time.... Either the violent man in Sangwoo's recurrent memories was his mom's live in partner and his real dad left, or his dad became messed up himself because of his wife. He could have gone mad with rage, hurt and betrayal when he possibly found out his wife cheating.

.... i didn't expect him to get overwhelmed with his guilt AT THAT EXACT MOMENT but.... is it better to let Dojin know and collect Hyesung (and possibly never let him go because he's in love, desperate and insecure ) or just let Hyesung go while letting him know that everything was a lie and that his baby is safe and being loved and taken care of by his father, as promised. Maybe they'll meet again years later? Maybe he'll come to terms with his secondary identity/gender while being with Dojin and their baby? There are so many maybes to this.
... one thing's for sure: Heesoo needs a redemption arc hahaha that fucking fool istg

There are two sides of me as I read the latest chapter. One side of me keeps freaking out like, while the other side answers sarcastically:
There's something wrong with him.
> As usual.
What's wrong with him? Is he okay?
> Has he ever been okay?
THere is SomeThing Wrong with HIm!!!!
> Just wait for the big punch.
Thank you. Finally, everything's out in the open.