
I love this so much I read this as it was being released and now I'm back for a reread. The pacing and characters are both so good, and the angst is excruciating in the best way. I was very happy with the ending the first time I read it - it wasn't so much as who Haesoo ends up with, as it is an ending that fits the story. I think this second time, Taekyungs ending was more painful for me. I really adore his character. He's bold and playful and a little scheming. Iloved how steady he was until he got in too deep and it suddenly wasn't amusing for him anymore. Haesoo is probably the most beautiful mc I've ever seen in a manhua, the art is gorgeous. The older I get the more I appreciate the sentiment and pain of refusing to define and face something for the fear it will end. I remembered their ages differently, I thought Taekyung was much younger and Haesoo and Joowon much older, but I actually like that they're all quite close in age and so young. I like how they each fumbled clumsily toward emotional literacy in different ways. Aaaah I have to make myself stop or I'll keep going. I love them dearly 10/10

This is really interesting and I like the ambiguity of what is generated by the wish and what is developing naturally, but the most annoying thing is how the characters chronically cannot let each other speak. Like the amount of times Henry alone cuts someone off in the middle of a sentence, I can't. These characters literally argue and interrupt each other every time they talk, I'm surprised if they can complete a single conversation.

aaah this was really beautiful and healing, I did feel bad for akiyoshi, I wish there had been one more extra chapter about him getting the support and help he clearly needs since he was going to such extremes, whether that's therapy or he and Minato having a heart to heart about their friendship. But over all, this was really tender
Honestly I hope Jaekyung only gets more toxic and mean after catching feelings lmaaaoooo this is such a train wreck and I'm so here for it just please don't get boring Dan is so stupid and a total pushover but at least he's getting some of the best dick BL has to offer
MORE toxic? At that point, Dan would die . I'm just hoping the damn toxic shit tones down honestly.
LOLLL maybe but I believe in the power of Dan's hole sending a prayer out for his guts though. I just get a huge kick out of shamelessly obsessive/toxic tops, they're the best
Ehhh.. yeaahh..