
Damn, I really enjoyed this, I just wish the ending arc had lingered a bit longer. Kudos to the author for following through with the miscarriage, so many other stories have the pregnancy pull through against all odds. It really twisted the knife. And I liked that the ending wasn't perfect forgiveness, but a willingness to be open to the possibility. Poor Hayoon, his life was ruined.i guess that's why I want more, some glimmer into the future where he gets a bit of peace. This story leaves you feeling raw. For me, that's enjoyable but maybe not for everyone. Fingers crossed for extra chapters

I know everyone hates the alpha but to me the MOST annoying one is the beta. "I hate being lonely/left alone so I've made it my whole lifestyle to ALWAYS BE ALONE" ok. And also the part where he can't be happy until his brother is??? And he's so inconsistent so it might as well not be a defining characteristic anyway. I swear the psychological REACH BL makes just to generate drama in a slice of life... it's so contrived. Catch me here still reading this next week though

The Beta just needs a little bit more self awareness but he is getting there ! ( I believe ) _ he just has baggage (Don't we all ?) I identify with that kind of character because in my own life experience it's obvious that what I lived in past relationships make me what I am today and it is hard to '' UNDO '' _ yeah I get your frustration :-) it's always the first step to self awareness to first FEEL and HEAR our contradictions I think !! :-) and meeting with someone is often the start of how the truth will be revealed of what our blocages are . So I wish the Beta will come to a place were he can free himself from his past and be happy as can be :-)

I like that you see that ! :-) what I like about that story is that there is potential for personnal growth. And also probably this entanglement they are in right now can serve as a catalyst !! :-) I feel that !! I hope the author has that kind of inclination because I might be really good to see progress for every character !!! :-) _ they all need change in their way of thinking to be able to move forward :-) AND EVOLVE !!
Chengxiu is stupid a hell, he's been working and supporting himself since he was a teenager, how is he still so gullible???? Had to read this in 10 chapter bursts bc this story keeps sending my blood pressure higher than Mount everest.
Chengxiu is like but he was so nice in the beginning??? Bro he was shit from the start all the way through, he was nice at TIMES.
I love toxic sexy tops but they're nothing sexy or cathartic about this one, he's childish and incredibly dense. 1 whole brain cell between him and chengxiu
The audacity of him to ask 'what's the difference between me and that other guy?' Umm idk maybe it's because he didn't rape, stalk, confine, isolate, and abuse chengxiu??? Clueless