I felt the same as the main character. Looking for someone to mess him up, getting hurt from rough sex, thinking he deserved to be tainted. Then, he said he wanted to disappear. I felt it, because I did the same thing too. It hit me hard when I read that sentence. My heart was beating so loud and I just started shedding tears. The tears came by itself without warning, but I did not stop it either.
Searching for strangers to fuck you up, because I would rather endure that pain than the pain inside my heart. It was all just a cover up.
But all in all, I believe in healing. And I’m gonna heal, because I want to, just like haruhi did.
I read the Chinese raw and trust me, you would wanna stick around because this manhwa is fucking awesome. I’m not gonna say anything to spoil it, I’m only gonna say that this manga is worth the read. They have super long chapters too, and sequel for it which is still ongoing. The main story ended. The latest sequel chap is updated on jan 17th. Don’t worry, no other couple involved, the sequel is still about the main couple it is 10/10!!!
This is just like my hookup kept asking me if he can not use condom. The answer is a SOLID NO. I was swayed once, now I’m clearer than never. You just gotta know your own worth, and you don’t deserve to be treated less than what you should. Stand by your own decision and thoughts. You’re priceless and worth a gazillion times than that douchebag labelled you. There’s always other fishes in the sea that can treat you better. You worth more than you thought.
Hopefully uke answer is a SOLID NO, and stop being swayed by this lowest person in the world (seme). Seme is lower than the guy who raped uke.
You say no one can label you and people are priceless and know your worth but then continue to say the seme is the lowest. Kinda hypocritical. Also do you genuinely believe a rapist is better?? Like wtf that fucking dude raped the uke while the seme “just” mistreated him which the uke was aware of the entire time....
The seme is taking advantage of poor people, he is deliberately making them fall in love with him, use their feelings for his own purposes, sell them off to some old geezers to make some money. These people are everyday being raped so the seme can eat with silver spoon...
Now i cant compare shit with shit, but they all belong to jail.
I’m sorry if my comment misunderstood everyone. Obviously, they both are doing the worst things ever. Don’t get me wrong, rape is very horrible and traumatic. But what I was personally feeling was the seme angered me more. That’s all.
Also, I never said no one can label you. :/
I was just trying to make everyone know that you worth more than what people labelled you. Sorry if this post offended everyone.











“Hey let’s talk again when we meet next time!”
“Oh... I guess he doesn’t want to meet me.”
WTF????!?!?!?!?!??!?!? PEOPLE NEED TO TAKE AN INTO TO COMMUNICATION COURSE. Ultimate facepalm and smh
Also the:
“So are we friends with benefits?”
“I guess we won’t date then”
“—he doesn’t want to date me I should’ve known”
....like boi u was the one who set urself up for disaster lmao
hahahahahahhaha if yaoi characters lived in the real world they would be hated so much hahaha
I thought so too lol
But since they are Japanese it make sense in a way. There can be misunderstandings since Japanese people will be very polite even when declining an invite. That’s what I know at least. Cute tho