
Now I am fucking sobbing at 2 am wishing there was a way both of them would have been able to FUCKING LIVE in the home they found in each other. (idk how to phrase it properly don't come at me my eyes are teary) As beautiful the art is and how it managed to capture the yearn of Alan and Hayden and their longing to belong, their background and experiences are equally heartbreaking. I feel numb with pain. Why did they have to die? They did nothing wronggjgjfjfjfjfjffj.
I did this to myself atp. I was hoping it wouldn't be this tragic...damn my shortlived happiness. The seaside scene where they're soaking in each other's presence...and a few panels later...THEY BOTH FUCKING DIE WITH EACH OTHER UGHHHHHHHHHHH And the ending dialogue where Hayden asks Alan how his paradise will look and Alan saying when he sees Hayden when he raises his head. LIKE STAB ME WITH A KNIFE AND TWIST IT WHILE YOU WILL. Anything I read after this will just pale in comparison. And I was delaying reading this for the longest time. How sad could it be. WELL I HAVE MY FUCKING ANSWER. I'm gonna dream of my babies smh surviving everything and having a seaview cottage and running a restaurant and growing old together.

I just binge read this and I have a few thoughts. I couldn't get attached to the characters. Idk why. There's nothing wrong with them...both are green flags...art is nice...the nsfw parts are insane...and backstories that were given enough time....the dialogues aren't that bad
It has everything I would expect...maybe it's the saturation of trauma being used as a plot device that has made me immune or maybe because i was trying to read in public on a fucking busso my attention span couldn't handle...but yk I'm not explicitly rooting for these bbgs...like meh okay well
Maybe I'm in a slump sort of and just trying to yap idfk but does anyone else feel like this?
(But I recently read payback on the bus too AND GODDAMN WAS IT BANGER)

so I started this last night..coz of the ratings lmfao(I shouldn't have coz I didn't enjoy k's secret)...the art as usual is banger but OH MY GOSH THE PLOTLINE AND CHARACTERS are downright hot trash. like wooju is cute and sunshine, but beyond that? and the ml is obsessive and manipulative and now he drugs the person he likes LIKE WTAF I've read my fair share of trash ngl...but this is barely even a 7also this is super slowbarely anything happens

I think the rating is so high because the first 6 chapters weren't that bad. It had a lot of advertisement and was a successful launch. It was also full colored and uncensored. That wasn't a regular thing 2.5 years ago when this debuted. I bought/read it weekly but dropped it when season 1 ended. Came by today to see if maybe I dropped it prematurely and it got better. I see it got worse. I can handle toxic on some level but I'm getting sick of the "mc accepts his rapist because he's kind enough to accept their shortcomings" trope. And this story has the mc stuck between 2 Alphas who are drugging, mutilating, and sexually assaulting him.... I won't be reading anything else from Morak and the other creators who are fetishists of this behavior.
How come none of the amazing ass japanese translators have picked this baby upif I knew even elementary japanese I would be like up day and night translating this for myself and the ppl who read it