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I honestly don't know how to rate this.... The first story was ok. It moved rather fast, and they never did manage to really go on a date- which doesn't look good for long term. On the other hand the interactions between them were very good, the seme was patient and thoughtful, and the art was cute. Second story was boring. Third story was disturbing. He's been raping people this whole time. Now he claims to love you, and you come back for more?! It's a trope that comes up a lot in Yaoi, but for some reason it bothered me this time more than usual.

So shintani just gonna casually two time between them both

I literally cried so much, this shit's drive me so crazy, I dont know whatever that bitch sudo and shintani are up to, but they are discusting Kikuchi deserve everything, he been through all the worst things, all the pain but cant even share his pain to anyone, cant even ask for help, holds it all to himself while the other 2 bitches are having their fun time? I just cant describe how much I hate sudo, i dont care if you crave love? You dont steal love from someone else!! You dont fucking deserve love if you are finding love in that way. And shintani, seriously wtf is wrong with him? He gave kikuchi hopes, said that he loves kikuchi, but then wtf is he doing with sudo? Are you fucking out of your mind? The only people I love are kikuchi and the little sister! I just wish that they will be safe and happy again, please no matter what it takes.

I never been more triggered in a long time from a manga.
There are layers here, while the experience is more realistic, these events are all psychological and it is giving my education a real exercise.
I think if it were me I would leave, even though it would take some recovery and time.
There is no curing that lvl of trauma.
The best thing you can do is let them learn their karma, the author has a good way of using some basic techniques of psychology to entice the reader.
How ever it's a shit situation all around and I have to wonder if it is healthy for the writer to habor such thoughts for long periods of time.
Props to the writer, that is truly some demented shit, how ever I wonder if I should drop this lol. Not because I wanna(I dont want fiction making me a bitch) but because it won't sit well with me in the end lol soooooo. As a vet of yaoi perhaps I'm drawing the line finally lol

I REGRET READING THIS I DON'T WANT THEM TO END UP TOGETHER NOOOOO!!!!!!!! WHY DO YOU FUCKIN CHEAT SOOO FUCKING MUCH I RATHER GO TO SANGWOO BASEMENT THAN FUCKING FALL INLOVE WITH A PIECE OF SHIT LIKE YOU!!!!

Seme ends up alone, Sudo gets that old creeper’s inheritance and goes abroad to rehab and Kikuchi gets treatment, a chill job with great coworkers and an awesome caring boyfriend who doesn’t cheat.

The problem with this story is that Kikuchi is not the only character (≧∀≦).

I hope he’ll get a good ending! I know we got Sudo back story but if i’ll be honest, it didn’t awaken any sympathy with me ( plot wise ) but I suppose it’s because of the deep love i have towards Kikuchi , he hurt him to much for me to forgive him/ like him. I disliked the last chapter—!! I hope the last vol will be good (= happy kikuchi). Overall this is a very good, complicated, hard , sad story with great art.

i think the character that should be disliked the most is shintani, we get that sudo and kikuchi deserve btr but wtf dude be devoted to one. how can you do this.

Is it because Kikuchi is an airhead and is portrayed as a dog that everyone only cheer for him? I do too, but I don't think too badly of the others. Both Kikuchi and Sudo backgrounds are sad af, so it's understandable how it turned out that way.

One might say "but hey, Sudo did them both dirty and was the third wheel". But it was Shintani and Sudo first, and Kikuchi wasn't even in the picture. It was because Kikuchi stole the money and had nowhere to go, that's why he grew closer with Shintani.

Now imagine it went Sudo's route, he'd probably be like Kikuchi now, much more stable as a person because he just yearned for affection, while Kikuchi spiralled down further.

Shintani tried to be loyal to Kikuchi, but he probably felt too responsible for Sudo after getting dragged into his matter several times. Idk about anyone, but personally I wouldn't be able to walk away from someone who might die because of me and be at peace with myself.

So yeah, I'm rooting for the poly to happen. (All need therapy tho lol).

Found this again and just came back to state:
Screw shit mc and sudo. They can die in a hole. Which is very rare for me to hate characters so much and say such a thing. Every time they have a sex scene, I feel sick to my stomach. Both very selfish people who continuously hurt others. That scene where the mc fucked sudo in front of kikuchi was what crossed the line for me. And then the whole running away with sudo and having a fun time together whilst leaving a broken kikuchi behind. I honestly couldn’t stop rolling my eyes at the sob story that sudo had. I couldn’t give zero fucks. That’s no excuse to cause such trauma to others. Be miserable on your own.

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And then it turns out that the mc ends up with kikuchi and sudo is happily free. Bfr. I’m at least glad sudo didn’t end up with the mc since them together are sickening. But I’m still mad they were able to be happy after all they did. The mc having the audacity to come crawling back to kikuchi after the pain he gave him- BAFFLES ME. It’s like the mc uses him whenever he can. Tbh this should’ve ended like school days. Mc gets killed for his stupid actions, sudo the mistress gets killed for his stupid actions, and the biggest victim kikuchi lives on.

Future me you don't like this don't read it again

what was this ntr holy shit I wish I never read this kikuchi my baby please leave shintani

The plot summary mislead me i wanted like unrealistic angst not torture porn

I remember this story and I hated every fucking character except Kikuchi. The thing that hurts the most is that its actually good in a way that the author is very talented (she made akiyama kun) but everything is so twisted and sad that I feel physically repulsed by this Them characters are straight up evil mane

essa fdp 100% é amg da harada e da Psyche Delico, só pra elas eu dou permissão pra me torturar psicologicamente com gays todos fodidos mentalmente e agradeço de joelho depois
que inferno, a outra dela, Akiyama-kun tmb não tem o final EU QUERO TERMINAR ME DEIXA TERMINAR ME LIBERAAAA

eu sou super suspeito, mas eu sinto que uma rota poly teria encaixado tão bem.... tipo não do jeito que tá, se tivesse caminhado desde o início sabe? algumas coisas mudadas aqui e ali, os 3 ficarem juntos e miseráveis daria um final bem interessante. mas do jeito que tá........ o Kikuchi não merece todo esse sofrimento... ele merece o mundo, 19 anos ainda é um adolescente... Kikuchi vem pra santo andre que eu cuido de vc, te dou comida, cama, só vai ter que dividir com os gatos e aceitar pinto de cintaralho que aq o de vdd tá em falta
e eu também não consigo odiar o sudo, como VOCÊ ficaria dps de apanhar a infância inteira do pai E ver a tua mãe trepando por dinheiro pra dps a fdp se matar pelo desgraçado que te espancava? seria TUDO, mas normal eu não seria.
e o shintani....... ele não gosta de nenhum dos dois. essa é a vdd. ele gosta da irmã dele e vai derrubar impérios por ela. e se isso significa usar a passiva dependente emocional e a passiva drogada, ele vai usar......
a verdade é que se o sudo tivesse se apegado ao shintani E ao kikuchi dava pra todo mundo se dividir e dividir as mágoas.......... pra que rivalidade feminina sudo, dava pra td mundo ter o seu e vc estragou
enfim, pfv alguém atualiza isso ou eu vou ter que passar pela humilhação de ir até o BrunoJR na shoppee pedir pra ele comprar o manga em jp, e ele já comprou Niichan e One room angel da harada pra mim........ eu nao se ele quer ver minha msg na inbox dele.......

i read this up until the point where kain cheated the first time, then stopped and went to the posted photos to see what i was getting myself into. saw that kain cheats AGAIN. i was left flabbergasted. speechless. cause the way i understood this, this was somehow shaping up to be a one-of-a-kind love story with bumps along the way but then the cheating happens so casually both times and both times kain's just... forgiven. i've really been trying to wrap my head around why this happened but the only conclusion i could come to is that kain was so used to sleeping with any man he could get because it was a form of empowerment and liberation in a society that hates gay people yada yada so that now this is supposed to be his struggle? to find his place in an actual, monogamous relationship? you're telling me he didn't think once about the kind of consequences it could have to sleep with the ex of his current partner before or while he was doing it? idk dude. make this insufferable man have SOME awareness please, my god...

Like everyone I got triggered by kain as in first few chapters but as I read further, this work shows is not sugarcoated neither full of angst but it has a balance that I can't explain but I feel its way more realistic with its tumeline. A bittersweet reading, absolutely recommended (⌒▽⌒)

hmmm so idk how to feel about this. i mean, part of me loves it a little cuz it’s gays in new york in the 90s but it’s also so painful, and part of me hates this cuz of what kain was like in the beginning. although i rlly am happy with his character development, i hated that mel got hurt so much. ik it’s obviously normal for characters to experience events cuz it helps them develop but i just felt so much pain for him it hurt. i won’t say this wasn’t a beautiful, bittersweet story, but it was very melancholic. i rlly like when mel met kains parents, their wedding, and when they adopted their daughter tho. overall, not a bad read but can be a very over the top with how the author treats mel. there are better reads but it was for its time (1995)

kyoya is the hottest seme in existence

If Kasukabe were Uke, he would be much sexier:)))))))))))))))))