It would be great if this doesn’t end up being like color recipe. We don’t need a copy. Lol
Idk dude. I enjoyed color recipe because it was its own plot. Not that I don’t enjoy yaoi’s which have the same basic story line. But I don’t really like “fucked up” yaois with the same story line. It ruins all the terrible emotions you feel cause, you know, you already know what’s gonna happen.
Or maybe it’s because I’m just a sucker for happy endings that’s why I don’t want another Colour Recipe lmfao
Okay I’m not too mad about the teacher because we knew he was trouble from the start but the ex is such a dumb bitch. I knew she was trouble but her reason’s are actually so dumb. She acts like she didn’t cheat and dares to ruin a relationship in someone’s wedding who doesn’t have anything to do with it! Dumb whore shouldn’t be allowed to go anywhere cause she’s fucking insane. This is karma for cheating on someone.
Hmmmm. Every time it updates I can’t help but read the chapter. I get disappointed every time cause literally development between doumeki and ya Shiro Is non existent? We’ve gotten nothing other than yakuza yakuza yakuza. Man I appreciate the story line but I just want to know their relationship. How come the doctor and the other guy got together so easily when this story is literally using all it’s might to use the yakuza plot to prevent anything from happening at all. When is it actually gonna happen? Don’t tell me that the author’s really gonna leave it until the very last chapter until they get together? That would be very heartbreaking. I’ve been waiting for their moments and if I don’t get that I’m just gonna be a sad sad person for even waiting for something. It started off with so much stuff between them but now it’s barely. I’m so excited for when they meet but I hope it’s not just 2-3 pages.










With my very little knowledge of Japanese and I barely read any of it because I’m too lazy.
Cole cheated on Alex with Brad. Cole was drunk to the point of vomiting in the toilet. With the aid of Brad sticking his fingers down his throat— this wasnt sexualised, nothing happened, really, other than vomiting. Then, Cole is on the bed while Brad’s sitting on the floor, leaning on the bed. They’re talking IDfk what about IDRC. But Brad initiates the kiss. Cole asks what he’s doing, he doesn’t understand but he doesn’t stop him, they make out, Brad gives him a blow job. Brad says straight after that he’s leaving the room and tells him either goodnight or go rest I don’t remember lmfao. Cole instantly regrets it and thinks that he can’t blame it on the alcohol cause he threw it all up. The next day he tries to avoid Brad but that’s all about the pages my brain can handle. I don’t have enough effort to try read the other pages. I cant even understand it all that well so what I understand may not even be right. Either way, he told Alex about the kiss but not the blowjob, 2 chapters after cheating which I’m super disappointed about. He needs to get his shit together. I’m not happy. I thought Cole was better than that tbh but I guess not. I’m hoping the actual translates and the remaining chapters after the cheating can help me change my mind.
Edit: I think I can forgive cole a little bit. Since he did feel bad about cheating and it was only once. He admitted to Alex about the kiss but not the blowjob. I think this is because Cole is already insecure enough about himself that he couldn’t mention that part because he knows that Alex would feel hurt/angry. It was also the memory he remembered which kind of triggered him to tell him. I know I’m overthinking about this thing just for a manga but a bitch is attached. Tbh I would never forgive cheaters. But in this case I feel that Cole wouldn’t do it a second time.
It just reminds me of that one manga where the uke would sleep with any guy he likes although he’s been with his man for YEARS. He did it because he thought the relationship was getting boring or whatever. The seme gave him so many chances and when finally the seme saw him giving a bj to a man in a bathhouse he beat his ass BIT HE STILL FORGAVE HIM IN THE END. NOTHING else could ever make me that angry. So I think this situation ain’t that bad since Cole felt some sort of regret. But ngl there’s that part of me that doesn’t like him anymore. HAHAHAHAH anyway enough of my rant.
RAWS PLEASE!
from what you describes it isn't consider cheating if Cola was drank. even if he vomit, he can still be drank cause it is still in his blood. so no, Bred was the one who started the kiss so it was Bred fault not Cola. and Bred know Cola is in love and going out with his friend, so yeas it sound like Bred try to break them out while using Cola drank time.
besides this Bred was very off from that start, knowing everything about him, knowing what he likes. it is too suspicious. I think Bred is obsessed with Cola and won't stop until he get him. that how it sound and look like to me.
It’s somehwere in page 4 of the comments. Sorry, I didn’t post the link I just found it in the comments