summary here we go! there’s nothing much i can say other than they had car sex and hayden asked brett if he could join him during his rut, to which brett said his is not as severe and hayden replied that he still wants to see him in that state (hot and bothered), that he will wait until brett is ready to invite him. hayden is getting bolder, i love that, he’s taking the initiative now, he wasn’t bluffing when he said he would pursue/court brett…. i love to see it! also, brett didn’t seem to be affected during sex, as in he didn’t recoil and there were no flashback panels, that’s good….
on another note, it seems scott is pregnant……. yikes
it’s interesting how hayden keeps emphasizing brett is special to him, like every single time, and we all know he means it because he isn’t into halfhearted words nor actions. that’s why i insist that hayden liking brett is not weird at all, because we do see how he changes his mind as the story progresses rather than the author forcing those feelings onto him. and we are also seeing brett change too.
(reading raws vs reading the english version has been quite the experience for me but i do enjoy having clearer translations)
reading chapter 34 in english knowing what could have been prevented from happening really does hit different…..
on a side note, it’s good to see people appreciate the story and the characters better now. as someone who’s been here since the beginning (with that cursed rating) it’s nice to see more people invested.









i’m obsessed with this, can’t wait for the rest of the story!