
I wonder if he got better, 6 chapters in and he is a hypocrite. There are 4 insects in it, he won't let the psyo dude kill the old lady, but he threw 3 insects out and let people fought for it. They would have died as well. What's the difference between him and that psycho. He is even more twisted, cause he makes a scene for himself to enjoy.

Ah, I was pissed off and annoyed at him at first when I first came across the novel. He is a hypocrite and he knows it.
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Later in the story he is still pisses me off but not in like the I hate hate him sense imsorryifidontmakesense
He dislikes/hates the people that has the flaws as him. An unconscious behaviour? I think so. He absolutely hates himself. Like mysto ivel said, he thinks of himself as a reader, and pretty much dissociates with everything that is happening around him.
And with regards to sacrifice, he has only ever sacrificed one person later in the story.
You seem like a nice person so you will be mad about this and hate him for that too. But the person of sacrifice deserves it, at least that is what he feels. And he unknowingly hurt the people around him because of this decision.
OH MY GOD YOU SOUND LIKE SUCH A NICE PERSON THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT I TOOK AN HOUR TO WRITE THIS AHHHH

Oh the grasshopper scene was absolutely horrible but I wouldn't have known what to do in that situation... There are only 3 grasshoppers left, and if he hadn't killed the other, there is still only 4.
I hate it but I felt like Kdj made the cruel but right, in terms of equality, decision. No one's life is worth more than another's so how could Kdj do other than do that so if they survive, it will be due to you know survival skills, luck is also a skill.
He did say that he was grinning and felt something like an adrenaline rush, but he felt guilty about it. So I guess in a way he is trash but with awareness?

OMG, now I feel bad to make you think that I'm a nice person when I'm actually not. For example, I would prefer the "main protag" method than his method, and main protag method is very cruel. I'm just annoyed by the fact that he is kinda hypocrite and still bring himself to criticize other people. I guess I'm too harsh on my view point. I guess he is better than that psycho who kills people at first, but like "you practice what you preach, right ?". I don't think he is in the position of talking bad about that dude, when in fact, murders in this story also try to survive. What's the difference between his some of his teammates and the psycho anyway.
I guess he views himself as a reader is kinda benefitting him? Since he probably feels less guilty about it.

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Kim Dokja is actually not a bad person (not in my vision at least) and the scene about the grasshopers he keeps thinking about that all the way through the novel, he feels bad about his choice and regrets it even knowing there wasn't a way to save all of them. Obviously he is not a perfect person, he's got flaws and he knows it.
But he's someone you get attached to the more you get to know him!

Tl:dr at the end
While I agree with you, that's part of his character. He fully acknowledges that he is a hypocrite, but its supposed to be realistic, like anyone else in an apocalypse. Not everyone would be super civil and kid or whatever, and they would have to sometimes manipulate others to save themselves. But that's what makes him an interesting mc. At times, he can be cold and heartless, but at other times its surprising to see him genuinely risk himself for his allies, even if all he 'gains' is the trust of a strong ally.
Anyways to:dr is that his hypocrisy is born of his circumstances as a surviver of an apocalypse and makes him an interesting character

So I can see so many of us have been trained by manhwa that we always conditioned to be suspicious of things that's too good to be true but
This is a very sweet manhwa, only fluff. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

Spoiler
Yeah, the prince meant what he said. You can read the raw if you want https://tkor.show/%EC%8A%A4%ED%94%BC%EB%84%AC

Coming back to this manhwa comment section feels the same. I dropped this like a year ago and I swear the comment section of this manhwa doesn't change at all. It's still a battlefield. It's very assuring to me that even though there are many things changed, this manhwa is still the same ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

yeah at first I liked it, it was cute but in the recent chapters I realized how immature they are considering they already have a child, and the fact that the fans are saying that Dojin wasn't a rapist and it's natural what he did to heysung that night because of phermones why they gotta denied that Dojin wasn't a rapist, there was no consent!. I'm just reading this fro the sidestory.
I have high hope when I see the word : "Solo" in the tittle. I thought they would keep their promise and give us truly SOLO experience.... but reading the comments it was not the case. Maybe one day I'll be able to find a good manhwa that MC will solo ( yeah, I know about Solo lvling but MC is taking more and more people under his wings now, I lost my interest).
edit : actually I have to correct myself, I don't mind MC having a party if they are dudes or animals. The only romance I'm interested in Action/Adventure genre is bromance
In Solo Leveling there weren't much scenes where the MC fought together with people compared to him fighting solo as a one-man army. Well if you do get back at Solo Leveling you'll see how much of a one-man army he is.
yes, I know, but he is building a guild now and there is this girl who admires him. I read spoiler about the novel so I know they will add romance later on. Not my thing
Ohh yeah I remembered that girl but just like the girls before they're nowhere to be seen in the recent chapter, romance typically comes and goes here. Either way it's up to you to read or not.
The good thing is the girl he's going to married with is also an S rank hunter so even though there's danger his wife could at least protect herself and won't scream or cry like a fucking damsel in distress. The author really made the story interesting eventually though there's romance.(▰˘◡˘▰)
Well that depends if they're going to get married tho, since the MC doesn't seem to be interested in her.
I did read the novel spoilers before I stopped reading SL. Yes, they will get married, that's the reason I dropped SL.
Well that's a major spoiler.... Anyway that's quite unexpected since in the manga they didn't really emphasize the idea of the MC getting together with a girl. Ohh well...