Forgot to take my anxiety meds today and I legit cannot sleep. I keep thinking about how lonely I am and how I wanna date someone so bad, yet I'm so scared of putting myself out there. My head hurts so bad I feel so fucking anxious about this I'm going crazy
I used to be really into this one youtube channel and I used to ship the two people running the channel.
I read rpf fanfics of them for years on wattpad, and since they weren't really very famous on wattpad I used to re-read stuff I already read and cry (there's some depressing fanfics out there lmao)
And now I'm morally against shipping real peopl......
preparing for medical entrance exams, stressed tf out and trying to cope with the enormous syllabus.
(yes people this is where your future doctors are instead of studying /hj)
idk about y'all but this is me :33
windscribe, it's got free servers for us, uk, france, germany and many more . it's available as an app for android and as extension for chrome
i stopped listening to bts in february why the hell are they here. Also, i listened to indian artists more, there should be kishore kumar up there idk what's wrong with it this year
(also i would like to say that I've been listening to sabrina since long before she went all viral with espresso, my top 100 has songs from her older albums )
we have planets with a larger score than out own planet on the habitability index. There's a large chance they exist, the universe is so vast you can never say they do or don't exist for sure, unless we encounter one.
Venom: the last dance is in theatres for the last day today here. And I'm a marvel fan. Heretic is out in 9 days. im a fan of both the mcu and a24 horror movies so much, which one should i go watch?? i won't go and watch both because i have limited money left (a little context- in my country they always unnecessarily insert an intermission even......
i think manhwas and shit like kpop is the last thing we should be worried about when we see a democracy like south korea be overtaken by the use of martial law for the nth time
first name's very uncommon, only met one other person with my name. but a celeb who recently rose to fame has the same name.
my middle name is extremely common, i hear it in songs here all the time and it genuinely ruins songs for me
I feel like Jigu's character design is based on this one really famous celebrity, but I can't really figure out which one is it...
literally all my wishes can come true if i wish for the end of capitalism.
my dream job? i can do it without worrying if i earn enough
house? i can live comfortably if there's no person above us all hoarding resources
being able to afford gender affirming healthcare? well if I'm earning enough, i probably will be able to
getting a girlfriend? if ......
uckers by shygirl. and no plan by hozier (honestly the whole of wasteland baby, that album is a masterpiece)
i don't have a mod, but there's an app called spotube. you've just gotta log in there with your Spotify account and it will work
podcasts won't work on it tho
loneliness is something which is essential to being human imo. everyone needs to experience it on a regular basis a couple of times, otherwise you're not gonna get time to reflect on yourself.
then again, the best psychological horror media is made surrounding loneliness and its extended effect on the human psyche. so maybe, too much of it is dange......
what do you even mean by this.
I'm a lesbian. Most lesbians read gl too, or only read gl and not bl. so there's that.
and idk what's the other thing you're saying.
short answer: they see gays as a fetish thing, they like it but only in fiction not irl.
tbh the only reason i see for them hating us lesbians is misogyny, or maybe they're jealous that we get to actually orgasm idk
first of all. i hope this is a safe space because im about to be vulnerable here
im lesbian, i recognize that. however, there are some male celebrities and fictional characters who are exception to my sexuality. namely, tom hiddleston, matt bomer (yes ik he's gay), jaeyoung from semantic error, yohan from sign, and last, togawa from old fashioned c......
its a devastating feeling that leaves you permanently traumatized and makes you paranoid and full of trust issues :3
(it's been 2 years, a month and 17 days and im still too scared to even try to have a crush on someone else again )