agnostic here. raised in a somewhat religious family, however, i have always been a big science nerd and have always believed in the big bang theory and evolution. i still am a cultural hindu i guess, i do like celebrating festivals but that's about it.
a fluffy wlw story, involving a baker maybe, kinda like honey bear but no smut
this reminded me of when we used to rp on discord and i had a wife on discord, an another wife on another social media app. i ended up actually having a crush on the 2nd one and it made me realise that i was actually lesbian and not pansexual.
never ended up actually online dating tho, surprisingly enough. it was all so cringe i wish i could delete......
can we talk like how we used you when i was 10? please please please can we go back to that? i don't wanna be awkward with you anymore, i miss you, and the friends i had back then. we had so much fun together at school, and I'm so sorry that your mom died, changing your personality entirely. i wish i was there for you when your mom died, i wish i c......
i have always been a pretty person, but from ages 12-14 i had horrible forehead acne and ugly glasses. and for that time, i felt like i was being treated differently than usual. at malls by sales people, and at school by my classmates. a group of girls even antagonised me at school despite needing my help in this one class, idk what that was about.......
it's because people are developing that "i don't owe anyone anything mentality", which actually wasn't even a general phrase applicable to anyone. it's supposed to be a phrase to justify how abused people don't owe anything to their abusers. but people use this phrase in general to justify their lack of accountability and taking responsibility. the......
my first ship ever was sherlock holmes and dr. watson. this special interest developed after i read the whole of every story sir arthur conan doyle wrote about them. i had never been exposed to homosexuality at the time (apart from my friend coming out to me as bi, which i didn't give a negative reaction to, but never really registered it either). ......
i used to be a good student. then medical entrance exam preparation started in grade 11, and it's been a downwards hill ever since. im currently in my drop year, still preparing for this goddamn exam, and I'm tired of literally the same syllabus over and over and over again. seriously this is so fucking frustrating. everyone around me keeps saying ......
when i was a child, there were 2 things i wanted to do. be an astronaut and explore space, and be a paleontologist and study everything related to evolution, prehistoric species that lived on earth etc.
now, my dream job is either in research in any bio related science field, or a wildlife veterinarian. the medical entrance exam I'm currently prep......
happy new year!!!
not studying enough in the first part of the year.
if only I'd worked hard, i would've gotten into a medical college by now. but I'm wasting another year preparing for entrance exams now, and I'm tired of revising the same fucking syllabus over and over again
i was almost going to post this entire rant about space as a reply to this, I'm way too enthusiastic about anything related to space
but on a serious note, i find it kind of impossible to even understand time correctly. millions of years ago, big reptiles roamed the earth, grass as a species was not a thing and there was relatively less oxygen in ......
so something happened to me recently which made me feel unsafe as a female, and the worst thing was it took time for me to figure out that what i felt was not a positive emotion but simply anxiety from feeling unsafe and intimidated.
i don't really wanna elaborate here, but I'm actually kinda scared. this happened at my coaching too, and I'll be g......
literally everytime i think of this one thing that happened really recently my anxiety spikes. which is crazy because I'm literally on anxiety meds, i haven't felt this feeling since like a month.
been feeling severly anxious since morning. my heart rate's been high on my fitbit today too, and it keeps randomly spiking whenever i think of this. i......
dark romance of any kind, involving illegal stuff. it just feels fake and cringe, kinda like those mafia pov stuff on tiktok
parents are at the hospital to visit grandma, and im studying. just completed my o-chem work, physics next, hence why I'm procrastinating on this website
we don't even have holiday tomorrow at our coaching, sooo this christmas is definitely gonna be bleak ☠️
tw: mentions of sa and abuse
i can go on and on about intersectional misogyny and how even the most dehumanised working class can be a majority of perpetrators of violence against women.
i personally believe masculinity is a quota, which the patriarchy makes men feel that they have to meet, and men of the working class, who cannot exert their mas......