as i have gotten more old and matured, I've realized that dying isnt that easy. there barely exist methods that would be quick and painless, and the ones which exist require things which are rare to find
I know 2 people in my life who have attempted it, both of them survived. And that's kinda discouraging
Also life is getting better. Slowly, I'm g......
im still reading merthur on ao3 (i have no time or energy to invest in new fandoms or ships )
Buldak, the carbonara flavour especially. Bought them because it went viral, and i thought it would taste good, but the smell it starts emitting when the sauce packet goes in the noodles is bad, awfully chemical like artificial smell. And with that carbonara packet, it just tastes so fucking sweet, and weirdly artificial at the same time. I hate it......
honestly I'm tired of the mcu, I've been keeping up since long ago and they're just trying to make new superheroes which are basically women versions of past characters.
but at the same time, there's no real substance in the origin story. it's all just "she overcame the Patriarchy to become- well she was already strong as fuck, so i guess she just......
I did something embarrassing once in high school and it just makes me feel so guilty for no reason. people used to talk about crushes all the time back then, I had none because im aro-spec (which i didn't know back then). so, everytime one of my friends asked me, i lied. lied to 3 of my friends, made up non existent crushes on the first guy friend ......
bj alex.
i don't get why some people love it, and why it has good ratings on literally every platform. alex lacked charisma and was rude and borderline abusive to dong-gyun. there was so much dubcon it was weird
for context, i look kinda androgynous. also, feel like i just looked like a mess at class today.
this person from another class came into our class during the break, and legit i felt stared at. i've never felt so scrutinized for looking like how i look, it felt weird. but then i looked at them and they're also afab but presenting androgynous. and m......
some friends in school peer pressured me when i was around 9 years old. i didn't even use incognito at the time, just looked up some website a friend told me to check out, on chrome. on the family laptop. i felt so fucking traumatized i didn't talk to those friends again.
but then I discovered lesbian porn later, good for me
mine is just an alteration of the username i have on some social media website (don't remember which one). it's too basic, maybe i should change it
The prime minister is on his way to making the country an autocracy, elections rigged, the general population is illiterate with little to no civic sense, joblessness is at an all time high.
our cultural food is diverse and bomb though
queer mangas/manhwas. not too hardcore stuff, no d€ad dove shit, and no toxic relationships. smut optional, idc.
so how does this work actually,, and who can see this
09 09,2022