
This story is choking me with so much feels and emotion. I just can't imagine what Lewis must have felt all those years of abuse and mistreatment from adolph, whom he loved so MUCH. It's sad that even at his deathbed, he still thinks about Adolph. When he said "after school, let's go home together", I think he's referring to adolph. And Dr. Ivan. Damn! This guy is the real MVP. There are no words to better describe my adoration for his selfless love towards Lewis. My heart is aching for him. I'm bawling my eyes out and it's already 1 in the morning. Dang!
P.S. I can see Adolph going crazy as for sure, he will not recover from losing Lewis.

Ah. No bitch. Just no. Honestly, I'm really disappointed with this whole fiasco of MD being so desperate about getting Chanwoo's affection. Many of you keep saying that this is BDSM and yes it is, but it only works when two parties agree. Clearly, Chanwoo was showing signs of resistance but because he doesn't want to lose whatever relationship he has with MD, he agreed to it reluctantly. Chanwoo does not deserve this kind of treatment. MD's manipulation is not doing anything good. Chanwoo has been into fucked relationships which scarred him. He should have realized by now that he is Chanwoo's safest place, his comfort zone. He should have done better. If he wants to have Chanwoo's affection, then from the time Seung Hyun revealed his intention, he should have defended Chanwoo and profess his love for him. Not force him into submission by manipulating his feelings. That's just pathetic and immature. MD is more than this. Hope he is. Better make it up to Chanwoo for the shit he did.
P. S. I don't understand people blaming Chanwoo for hurting MD and saying he deserves it for refusing MD. Bitch, you can't impose your feelings to someone. If you want your love to be reciprocated, do something (but no manipulation cause that's a major turn off for me).

I'm reading comments and I don't understand why it is wrong for Chanwoo to reject MD. Why can't he do it? Is he oblige to accept his confession? Fucking NO!! Chanwoo is his own person outside their plays. And MD should respect his decision. You can't force anyone to like you. This chapter is hurting me, especially with how Chanwoo is betrayed by that bitch Seung-ho. And MD is putting salt on his wound. And that slap is fucking unnecessary, knowing how aware he is of Chanwoo's last relationship. Argh! So frustrating. Whatever it is that's going on the mind of MD right now, I hope he make it up to Chanwoo real quick. My patience is running out.

I agree! It's his life so chanwoo can decide whoever he wants to date or fall in love with. Just because MD is hot doesn't mean he should not be rejected.
Can't say anything about the slap tho since this is a bdsm play and both consented to this (but i dont think chanwoo is fine with it at the moment esp with all the shit that just happened)
I just love Dojun x Heeso very much that seeing their part made me stare for a long time. I hope they have chapters for themselves in this side story. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
P. S. My sweet Byul crying like that. Good thing he has an uncle to the rescue. This sex-crazed couple. (● ̄(エ) ̄●)