MuranZaly July 13, 2025 5:09 pm

Y'all need to read the novel first and I swear there is something weird about their dynamic. Like the fact that Yuri said Xinlu was his first crush when Xinlu was still a fucking child. I don't defend Xinlu's violent behaviors but Yuri is kinda creepy and Xinlu have been dealing with creeps his whole life. The difference is Yuri knows what's wrong and what's right. He also has so much patience and sympathy too. I personally think it would be better if Xinlu were a mad man like Ilay but nope, he is a victim of his own beauty, he loses faith in human but still fake smile every single day so people won't see his weakness. People've been thirsting over him since he was a child and that's sad. Plus, he's not even that into sex like many other MLS-
IDK but I have mixed feeling about this novel. One sec ago I feel bad for Xinlu then one sec later I feel bad for Yuri- ┗( T﹏T )┛

    belle July 14, 2025 3:10 pm

    yuri didn’t say crush, xinlu changed his question to “there’s never anyone who you were captivated by even for a second?”

    MuranZaly July 15, 2025 3:51 am
    yuri didn’t say crush, xinlu changed his question to “there’s never anyone who you were captivated by even for a second?” belle

    My bad, he didn't say crush indeed, he said FIRST LOVE. Idk where did u read the novel but from where I read he said that.

    belle July 16, 2025 12:17 am
    My bad, he didn't say crush indeed, he said FIRST LOVE. Idk where did u read the novel but from where I read he said that. MuranZaly

    i read on these translations but maybe i’m misremembering. i really doubt he meant “first love” in the same sense. he was CAPTIVATED by xinlu which is weird but i don’t think he meant it in that way. yuri never lusted over xinlu

    MuranZaly July 16, 2025 2:58 am
    i read on these translations but maybe i’m misremembering. i really doubt he meant “first love” in the same sense. he was CAPTIVATED by xinlu which is weird but i don’t think he meant it in that way. yu... belle

    True, he was admiring his beauty (a little bit too much, almost like a creep but not actually a creep). That's why I don't know how to feel about their dynamic

    belle July 16, 2025 4:58 pm
    True, he was admiring his beauty (a little bit too much, almost like a creep but not actually a creep). That's why I don't know how to feel about their dynamic MuranZaly

    i agree i don’t know how to feel im just happy xinlu is moving on cus taeui was actually driving him insane. do u know if this story is cannon to the main story???

    LeRain July 19, 2025 12:13 pm

    Xinlu is arguably as fucked up as Ilay, he’s no victim. For almost their whole relationship he abuses Yuri physically, psychologically and rapes him.

    MuranZaly July 21, 2025 6:00 pm

    Just so u know, even though I sympathize with Xinlu, I think Yuri deserves better.

MuranZaly July 13, 2025 3:45 am

Eww, wtf is this

MuranZaly July 9, 2025 2:48 pm

I would go down on my knees if Jiho were my bf. He is SO FINE. He has everything u need in a man: handsome, delicate, can cook, care about u, observe u, super sexy, play guitar,... U NAME IT, HE HAS IT ALL.

MuranZaly July 9, 2025 2:41 pm

For the first time in my life, I wish the MC would fall in love quickly, cause ain't no way u ignore my fine man Jiho like thatttt.

MuranZaly July 5, 2025 6:24 am

Who the fuck said redhead is a tsundere? He is normal, the problematic one is Juseok. Only 3 chapter in and I already fucking hate him. No means no, he can't even take a no for an answer.
To Juseok: what do u mean by u liked him when all u do is stalking, disrupting and making his life miserable. The fuck is wrong with u, u selfish motherfucker, disgusting piece of shit

    diegodiego July 5, 2025 3:40 pm

    Real, I think the author should've made grey haired guy more normal rather than this weird buddy better get a redemption arc where he sees how weird his actions are towards red head

    moon July 6, 2025 4:40 am

    FR people are not getting the fact that his behavior is not normal, like I feel so bad fo nadeul that mf followed him everywhere stalked him and pretended to be his man against nadeul’s freaking willing AND he’s so stubborn about it! bro doesn’t take no as an answer

    moon July 6, 2025 4:45 am
    Real, I think the author should've made grey haired guy more normal rather than this weird buddy better get a redemption arc where he sees how weird his actions are towards red head diegodiego

    yeah cuz the art is beautiful I think we’ve had enough of messed up ml manhwas we need more normal ones

MuranZaly July 2, 2025 8:21 am

Why are good shits always so short?

MuranZaly July 2, 2025 8:20 am

GIVE ME MORE SEME LIKE THIS PLEASEEEEEE

MuranZaly July 2, 2025 8:16 am

I like how the seme keeps it cool and is so chill about everything or maybe it's because of the drawing style idk

MuranZaly June 22, 2025 12:38 am

I knew he was going to die, but I still can't get over how tragic his life was. That's what really saddens me. He had been SA'd, used as a tool his whole life, and just when he was about to reach the true happy ending he'd yearned for all these years, he chose to die. Leaving Eiji—and us—with a lifetime of pain. Why did life do him like that? Why was it so cruel to him? Why? Why?
P/s: Just so you know, I didn't even read all of this story cause it's just too painful for my mental health. I only read review, summary, saw a few picture and the vol 19 chapter (green of light? Ig), but I was crying so hard already.

MuranZaly June 20, 2025 12:21 pm

I hope the top turns out to be a decent man, I'm tired of loser top T.T Please be a badass top x badass bot

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