
Who the fuck said redhead is a tsundere? He is normal, the problematic one is Juseok. Only 3 chapter in and I already fucking hate him. No means no, he can't even take a no for an answer.
To Juseok: what do u mean by u liked him when all u do is stalking, disrupting and making his life miserable. The fuck is wrong with u, u selfish motherfucker, disgusting piece of shit

I knew he was going to die, but I still can't get over how tragic his life was. That's what really saddens me. He had been SA'd, used as a tool his whole life, and just when he was about to reach the true happy ending he'd yearned for all these years, he chose to die. Leaving Eiji—and us—with a lifetime of pain. Why did life do him like that? Why was it so cruel to him? Why? Why?
P/s: Just so you know, I didn't even read all of this story cause it's just too painful for my mental health. I only read review, summary, saw a few picture and the vol 19 chapter (green of light? Ig), but I was crying so hard already.
Y'all need to read the novel first and I swear there is something weird about their dynamic. Like the fact that Yuri said Xinlu was his first crush when Xinlu was still a fucking child. I don't defend Xinlu's violent behaviors but Yuri is kinda creepy and Xinlu have been dealing with creeps his whole life. The difference is Yuri knows what's wrong and what's right. He also has so much patience and sympathy too. I personally think it would be better if Xinlu were a mad man like Ilay but nope, he is a victim of his own beauty, he loses faith in human but still fake smile every single day so people won't see his weakness. People've been thirsting over him since he was a child and that's sad. Plus, he's not even that into sex like many other MLS-
IDK but I have mixed feeling about this novel. One sec ago I feel bad for Xinlu then one sec later I feel bad for Yuri- ┗( T﹏T )┛
yuri didn’t say crush, xinlu changed his question to “there’s never anyone who you were captivated by even for a second?”
My bad, he didn't say crush indeed, he said FIRST LOVE. Idk where did u read the novel but from where I read he said that.
i read on these translations but maybe i’m misremembering. i really doubt he meant “first love” in the same sense. he was CAPTIVATED by xinlu which is weird but i don’t think he meant it in that way. yuri never lusted over xinlu
True, he was admiring his beauty (a little bit too much, almost like a creep but not actually a creep). That's why I don't know how to feel about their dynamic
i agree i don’t know how to feel im just happy xinlu is moving on cus taeui was actually driving him insane. do u know if this story is cannon to the main story???
Xinlu is arguably as fucked up as Ilay, he’s no victim. For almost their whole relationship he abuses Yuri physically, psychologically and rapes him.
Just so u know, even though I sympathize with Xinlu, I think Yuri deserves better.