idk if this is obvious.
but he is taking it slow and is thinking of dan before himself here. dan isnt well and he knows this.
to tell him everything and put all his emotions onto dan knowing the mental space dan is in is going to overwhelming for dan. saying everything and sharing his emotions at this very moment would be selfish for dan.
what dan needs right now is to heal, not an explanation. granted, knowing can help someone heal but dan hasnt even started to heal. its not the right time.
also ngl he just realized, and hes aware he fucked up. he is also scared to share the feelings he realized LAST NIGHT as well as fucking up even more
ngl i appriciate this. i cant tell you how much times ive just rollleeedddd my eyes at the amount of stories ive read that 1 conversation after the realization and BOOM suddenly, no healing, abuse?? never happened
no struggle, no backlash
just "im sorry my beloved" then "hehe i love you"
they bang and then cuddle with no lingering emotions even after 50 chapters of abuse.
DAYYYMMMMNNN
literally using this artist's art for study reference. god i havent felt this way in a while.
jealous that my hands cand draw anything close to this good this very moment
ARRRGGGHHHH got me biting my pillow from jealousy.
the art is sooo gooooddd. had to go find them on twitter. real all their other stories before but this is the final straw. literally opened like 15 tabs with just pure reference for studies.











I love angst so this got me hocked
It was good But then it got bad so quick.
Amnesia?? Really??!
Then this 2nd prophesy??! Another "love intrwst?!"
Butchering of the main ML. He was soo good and suddenly he shackles the Mc.
I get it he is going mad for the Mc but still IT DISNT HAVE TO BE THIS WAY. IT WAS.GOING GOOD.
then this fuckass voice
... no
Dropped.
This could have been such a good read. And really satisfied for my angsty heart but nooo
They had to introduce all these fuckass overused plot devices
Because "teehe misunderstanding is totally good plot"
I'm actually pissed. This hasss to be ragebait
Lmao same,i started this late at night and went through the exact same emotions,how the 2nd lead was unnecessary and the amnesia even more but it is worked itself out quickly,you should read it,its back on track to the same vibe
Interesting. I wouldn't mind but I'm going to have to wait a while so I can binge read