
Basically, I'm only falling more and more in love with Nobunaga. I'm not sure what makes me sound more ridiculous: being in love with a ridiculously badass figure from Jujutsu Kaizen, or a ridiculously badass figure that died hundreds of years before any family that has ever met any family I have ever met, and was so incredibly out of my league as well as on the other side of the planet, and I'm pretty severely disabled, so I'm possibly actually more likely to meet Gojo Satoru irl than Nobunaga lol.
(づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

Why do I love it SO MUCH?!? I seriously run to it as soon as there is a chapter. I'm absolutely in love with the monster and want the two main characters to fall in love despite knowing the will kill one another one day. The smut isn't supposed to be hot or romantic, but I get so entranced by then both. I love how their both absolutely psychotic and the mental games they play would make both L and Light take them on as apprentices because they clearly have talent in psychological fuckery. I just, I'm so enraptured. I can't keep my eyes and heart off one of the most twisted men I've ever read, with his smooth skin and sexy scars, I never thought any scars besides eye slash or eyebrow slash scars were hot but all of his scars are hot. I even find myself making excuses for him!
"At least he's trying to lessen the damage as much as he can." "He's probably fought for his position so he could kill people so someone else wouldn't have the burden of doing so."
The romanticist in me wants nothing to do with this story, but the author in me, (and the straight CIS woman with eyeballs) is drooling over the amazing writing and plot. It's 10×more than "a lot" but I am not scared of becoming a masochist, if for him.
I may need help.
*Drool*
…so oddly beautiful, I wish I could read this continuously forever. It's like they're both getting the ultimate, most massive redemption arc of all time, and the arc is the entire story lol!