
its so so hard to be an addict and its SO SO hard to be the loved one of an addict, it's tough on them both and nobody is fucking perfect, they do what works for them and i strongly believe hackman wouldnt do anything he thinks ilyan wouldnt actually want, not to mention people make mistakes (which they have BOTH done till this point)
oh hell one thing is when both parties get off on breeding/impregnation or whatever but when one ISNT into it? that shit terrifies me man