Spoilers...
Y'all this is not for the faint of heart. I'm pretty sure I'm going to drop it after starting the novel. It's really dark. Filled with rape and torture. Shin Haebeom is actually insane. He thinks about cutting off Ryujin's legs and arms, even burns him with a cigarette on his forehead to mark him and gets hard bc of inflicting pain on him. I'm not sure what the author is thinking with this one but I don't see a happy ending happening. Maybe stalkholm syndrome or a revenge ending
Did the glasses guy really died?
Yup. As of the 30 chapters I read of the novel. It gets really insane too boot. Shin ends up pimping Ryujin out to a group of 5 people and even joins in. You find out pretty early on that Ryujin can't get hard either. He's never had actual sex and has only been assaulted/raped his whole life. Shin also continues to beat him throughout the entire story bc he gets off on it. Pretty much every chapter Ryujin gets assaulted.
How the fuck did they end up together lovey dovey (someone told me)?? Ryujin has been brainwashed is my only explanation.
I just can’t grasp how the ML ends up with him and claims to love him after doing the gang rape, and being turned on by it?? wtf. Is he going to continue doing that even after getting together?
Thanks for letting me know its not worth it to finish reading the novel. My guess is the author likes Stalkholm Syndrome or has a kink for rape/noncon. Bc the rape is definitely romanticized in this. I just wanted Ryujin to get revenge and kill all his rapists. Not get together with the man villain.
Yikes! And yes exactly, the endgame is trash.
It really is if he gets with Shin Haebeom. I was so ready for a revenge thriller too.
Also, if they get together then yes Shin Haebeom will continue to harm and rape Ryujin. He gets off on inflicting pain and making Ryujin cry. I'm pretty sure he won't stop thinking about beating, scarring, cutting off Ryujins limbs, raping him just bc he is in "love". Mainly bc Shin Haebeom is actually an extreme SadoMasocist.
I mean is he going to pass MC to others/gNg rape because he didn’t seem jealous when watching MC get raped? Is it because he truly enjoyed it or because he knew MC’s body didn’t enjoy the rape? (Not that he should)
But yes, I bet Shin would still rape MC himself. Disgusting bastard, someone cut his pp off!
He definitely got off on seeing Ryujin gngraped. Haebeom thinks it's funny that Ryujin can't get hard but he also gets upset that he can't make Ryujin come. That's also why he let Ryujin get drugged. He set it up and repeatedly said that Ryujin will get used to it like everyone else. I'm guessing that Haebeom has done this to other people. He's a pimp lol
I think he just enjoys seeing Ryujin suffer and cry so anything that accomplishes that gets Haebeom off. Doesn't necessarily have to be gngrape. I can't imagine what he does to Ryujin past the chapters I read.
Did the drug make MC’s body react forcibly since he couldn’t get hard? That is horrible either ways. Rapist pimp indeed!
I can’t understand how in the world they got together if he enjoyed seeing MC gang raped.
Is that his kink or what? So I was wondering if it’s his kink, will he continue to have other guys rape MC even after getting together romantically?
He does react, I can't remember if he cums but Ryujin gets half hard and then Haebeom starts jacking him until the old man comes towards the bed and starts sucking him off. It was really disturbing and I kind of skipped the rest bc I didn't want to read the rest of thaf scene
And Idk if he will in the future but I wouldn't be surprised if he continues to pimped Ryujin out
Oh god ew, does the old man just suck him off or finishes off with the sucking. Please let that be the last time of rape.
This is exactly why I cannot believe that ML loves MC. It is NOT LOVE.
Ew the thought of it disgusts me. It would be something else I guess if Ryu had consented from beginning to be a sex worker, not a victim!!! Gross people around him. Poor dude.
I can only hope for an alternative world where he gets a better man, or same world but new man
This twist on Eugene's decision to stab himself feels like the author just didn't want to end this story.
The stabbing himself was for the recognition ritual in the first place. It genuinely wouldnt make sense for Eugene to off himself just before everything actually goes down? Eugene isnt that kind of person anyway as he's been wanting to LIVE his own life, not die before he gets to
I know he's dodnt stable himself to kill himself. He did it knowing he was connected. I just think what he did makes no sense and was just a tactic to drag on a story that should have ended
I like the art and Nux is so cute. But so far I hate how Nux is being treated in the raw chapters. It's pissing me off how he's been treated like an item for alpha amusement and Yuri (the domimant alpha heir thats replacimg Nux) is such a prejudiced bitch. I'll wait for this to get more chapters but I'm not a fan of Nux's treatment so far. It seems like he's being taken advantage of bc of how innocent the author wrote him. Also, being forced to wear a collar in chapter 12. I hope Nux stands up for himself.
**Nox
(If I’m remembering correctly.)
My bad, I'm bad with names tbh
It’s fine! I remembered that alien story with Nux as the MC thanks to you. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Lol, i love that bl
I stopped reading it at a certain point because it was too angsty for me... ╥﹏╥ Did it get any better after the custody thing?
Yeah, it did. They're engaged
Thank goodness. And thank you as well! (●'◡'●)ﾉ
You're welcome! ♡
Bro really divorced his wife just bc his first love became single...
Isn’t the timeline that the MC got divorced 6 years ago and has been single since then? So I don’t think he got a divorce just cause MC became single. Otherwise why wait for 6 entire years.
ML literally tells the MC he divorced his wife bc of him lol
But maybe it was a contractual marriage with his wife. Hopefully bc otherwise it's pretty messed up
I know...I read the story. I’m referring to the part where you said “ just bc his first love became single...”
I’m pointing out that if that was the reason you said- he wouldn’t have gotten married in the first place or would have broke off his marriage right after he found out MC was single. MC has been single and divorced for 6 years. Which means it’s some other reason, not because mc was single, because why would he bother waiting 6 years
No clue but he still admitted to leaving his wife for him. So your point doesn't really stand unless his wife doesn't like him. If it's a contractual relationship it's not that bad but if they married for other reasons then it's pretty shitty of the main lead to just throw his wife away bc someone he liked is available
Not trying to come off rude btw, just saying there was no reason for him to mention getting divorced from his wife for the MC if it wasn't true. Its just kind of messed up to me. Either way it doesn't really matter I guess
This makes no sense, why even add the rape...
Welcome to BL Manhwas
I've been reading bl for almost 16 years and it's gotten so much worse. Rape happens in so many bl's now, it's crazy >_< I understand adding dark topics into the plot but to just put it in for funsies or for sexualizing it. Nah, it's ridiculous
There was literally no reason for a rape scene in this bl, it made zero sense in the plot.
Why are people already giving this a rating? there's not even a chapter 1 yet
I know a lot of people are hating on Mitsuki right now but inmy opinion it doesn't seem like they're actually in a monogamous relationship. Just bc you go on a few dates to get to know someone and sleep together doesn't mean you're S/Os. Yes, he confessed but Mitsuki never confirmed and also rejected kissing him. So i wouldnt call what Mitsuki did as cheating. Not saying he's not in the wrong at all. But come on, in what reality do people who are regularly beat and pimped out for years tell others that's happening. Especially when it's someone you've trauma bonded to doing it to you and a family member. It makes sense that he would be emotionally withdrawn, secretive, etc. I feel bad for both of them, but worse for Mitsuki. I know what it's like to be assaulted by family and while I was almost forced to sleep with someone it doesn't go further than hands. I can't imagine how awful it would be to be pimped out and assaulted regularly by my own sibling. I'd probably commit tbh.
This is a different culture where dating doesn’t have a “exclusive dating” or another type of dating where they’re figuring things out. Pretty sure it’s just exclusive relationship, but with the way they jumped to it is EHH….
WILL YOU GO OUT WITH ME usually means exclusive for them. So yes, it is technically cheating if MC is dating someone who is hiding what their job is (physical touch). Which, by the way, sex work is okay, as long as it’s mutually acceptable for both partners. Otherwise, leave. But MC doesn’t know, so…
Yeah ML is groomed into this sex work lifestyle, from a young age. His older sister too, a cycle.
Before anyone attacks me, pls understand that it doesn’t always mean non-exclusivity like western culture where you go on several dates with others…”Will you go out with me?” Can mean figuring it out OR exclusive already.
MC clearly likes ML, so why would he want a non exclusive relationship?
My bad, not sure why I’m arguing about this. You’re not wrong either, everyone has different interpretations. Hopefully things go well for these two…
One of the yaoi I've read where the top is actually ugly (●￣(ｴ)￣●)
*the first
Wtf is with all the bottom hate? Honestly, it's getting a little ridiculous .
I like him birb more than twinkified ┗( T﹏T )┛
He's not "twinkified" people who say that need to go touch grass. Just say you don't like feminine men and move on. Btw. I like both his bird form and human form. If you want overly masculine men go read something else (there's plenty of yaoi/bl with buff bottoms) or read straight romance.
yee thats my point, but not like i prefer more beefy men. im fine either way (i mean to say, i like the birb more than the human form) pun intented (づ￣ ³￣)づ