The title is on point.
I don’t like the ML like fuck yes ik he loves her but for me it’s like she’s blinded by love while he’s a demon behind love.
Yes everything he does for her is bc he loves her god damn dude. I feel like he’s the type to put her in a dangerous situation to drive her into his arms (pretty sure he did do that with the old guy)
His type of love could low-key(most def) be toxic later due to his mindset (pushing her into a situation where she has no choice but to pick him ect)
I also feel like she’s the type to put up with his crazy behavior bc she loves him too much to live without him(which she basically said herself, and even did something that she knew was illegal for him)
Yes ik what did i expect with that title but god damn, maybe I was expecting him to be cold or something but he’s just obsessed and a crazy lol.(⌒▽⌒)
Note: I did skimmed through à bit when I reached ch 18 due to the part of him basically showing her dad doing drugs(having sex maybe idk) that part threw me off hella. Low-key thought he was helping the dad stay sober or idk so he can be a better dad or sum..
(Y’all I’m like half asleep so if I made mistakes forgive me )
My opinion so don’t get mad :p
Are the chapters messed up or sum? Bc why were they fucking and all of a sudden fighting?
It's missing chapter 19
Anyone else agrees the art is what’s carrying this?(⌒▽⌒)
RAHHH why did they have to add rape. Before someone says sum diff.
Yes it’s rape that mf didn’t wanna get fucked and even told him no and if u think otherwise you’re delusional. Poor dude had little to no prep and even threw up due to the pain.
I fucking hate r@pe but it’s so common in BL but FUCK I liked the plot before I saw that scene, I wish it wasn’t common. （￣へ￣）
I hate her mom so bad. She really traded one kid life for another’s likd pmo.
Okay guys so I saw some Rae’s and basically this is my thoughts on everything so far.
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Basically our ML (pretty sure he’s the ml) fell in love with our FL crying face (pretty sure not 100 percent sure) because he likes to see ppl cry (I think) and well he liked her crying face aka she was his type bc of how she looked when she was crying. He seems sweet but looks like he enjoys collecting collars ect (a chapter I saw she found some collars in his cabinet)
Also our ML sees her ex soon and he meets her eyes and he walks passed her like she was nothing (fucking bitch ass mf deserve to get his pinky cut iykwim)
But as soon as our ML goes to her, all of a sudden he sees her and tells her shit acting as if he cares and as if theres lovers to put our ML in his place (pretty sure ) and ofc our fl doesn’t say anything really and left to our ML car where she cried and soon they fucked.
Side note: there’s some butt stuff kinda
Our FL ex is a jerk who I think did love our FL but thinks she’ll always come back. Also seems like his side piece doesn’t know so far but I have a feeling she may stay with him.
AS for our ML (so far) he seems sweet I don’t think he’s in love with our FL (they js met) but I think he likes her and cares for her. Although I think he may be a bit controlling (just a feeling idk) or the jealous type.
As for our FL she seems like the type not to stand up for herself and whom I hope doesn’t go back to the ex regardless if he apologizes or not. She doesn’t really have a backbone or anything and gets walked on (so far) so I hope she changes and grows à back bone (although she is a cutie but still Yk)
I loveeee this bl, the plot was good I didn’t find it boring and enjoyed it!
I didn’t really enjoy the basically abuse sex (scene)because well continuing something well you’re partner says no and is in pain (aka bleeding or saying to stop in general )isn’t my cup of tea I still enjoy the other chapters and just skipped the rest of that one bc yes I get it he was jealous but atp he just wanted to hurt the bottom and I didn’t like that. Our bottom is an cutie and I didn’t wanna see him in pain and such.
As for our top I’ll say he’s an orange flag, he can be toxic especially in that scene but he’s still a loving bf and cares for our MC but has some jealousy issues that I think he needs to work on.
I also love the art! It reminds me of another bl I just can’t remember it, maybe it’s the same artist!
Honestly I don’t care for finishing this the only thing that has me curious is the white hair dude.
Don’t get me wrong he’s a fucking jerk but how did everything lead to this?
He did seem to loved her or at least liked her but all of a sudden he wanted to kill her and his child? And he has a mistress or whatever and they planned to take her down???
Like from what i saw he saw her as kind and beautiful not evil and wtv?
Did he really plan everything from the start? Did he really not love her or care for their child she was carrying?
Did he always wanna kill her? Was she a means to an end?
If someone can give me a spoiler of what really happened that would be great!