I know some people might disagree abt what I gonna write just keep in mine this is how I see things. I know the dad wanted to protect the FL but it caused her only more pain and suffering. I understand he blames himself and thinks she’ll be in harm way if she’s with him. But she’ll be in harms way regardless. She’s a princess many people will be after her like her aunt. Shouldn’t he have known people will try to harm her regardless cus she’s a princess?
Why did he never check up on her or send someone to spy on her to see how she was???
Also I’m glad she finally yelled at him. Yes I feel bad for him but she’s suffer far worse because she didn’t have anyone protecting her bc he thought she was better off without him. I wanna see how he reacted when in all her lives she died alone and afraid. Like in those lives I wanna see how he acted when he heard she died. Probably say/ think (I should’ve been there for her so I could’ve protected her while sobbing ect I think he even would kill himself) seems like the type who would kill themselves cus of guilt. I liked his crying face tho.
Maybe after every death he killed himself so she would go back in time idk just guessing lol. Idk I don’t hate him but his past actions hurt the FL a lot and she suffered cus of this. FL died painful deaths and listed to hurtful words she never lived long enough to be an adult. Also I hate everyone on the mom side of the family, they all suck and the gramps too cus he’s just using her cus he thinks she can listen to god ect. Hells throw her away if she had no use.
As for who I think gonna be the ML I think black haired ngl. Tho the other kid with the light hair is cute too but he hasn’t been showing up recently so idk.
That is an act of caring for her though. The father trusted the mother's judgment. He thought that the family is someone you could trust with because the 1st princess did so too. That's why he was extremely angry when he learned about what really went on. He also did a lot of self reflection and came to a conclusion that this is just his bad karma for having a child despite being a priest. Notice how this is also a cycle in the story? Whenever something bad happens to Ashya, he automatically blames himself for "betraying Lord Lux". That is a sign of brainwashing caused by the high priest. This is justified by the fact that ML's kingdom also believes in Lord Lux. But priests can marry there and gain money.
Dude was brainwashed into thinking he triggered bad things to Ashya. If you can’t understand how psychology breaks you, then I've got nothing more to say to you. He is also a victim of his own circumstance. Given that doesn't excuse how that caused FL's death 9 times, but that doesn't mean we can call him all the bad words in the dictionary because he picked bad choices. Also he only ever somehow caused Ashya's death like 2 or 3 times. The others times she died was because she run away from the family that "raised" her.
So he didn’t send anyone to check up on her due to trust. That’s a mistake and a bad choice. Again, not a great excuse, a reason, but not an excuse. And I’m fully aware how psychology breaks you, been there myself. But if you want to speak psychology, if one has mental issues does that excuse everything they do? Do people who are brainwashed by cults or dictators are excused for harming people? Are narcissistic parents (it’s a mental illness) excused for abusing their kids? Are psychopaths excused for harming people? No. Because psychological circumstances are a REASON, but not a justification or excuse. And again, when have I called him a bad person. Quote me on that. You can be a good person and a bad parent. See how we are circling back to our previous points? That’s the core of why our opinions differ (yours and mine&other people), 1. I don’t find being a bad person and a bad parent the same inseparable thing, and 2. because you consider reasoning and circumstances the same as justification and we don’t.
I feel like they’re both stupid in a way. Like I get it they love each other wtv. But the MC gonna die if they keep fucking cus the ML is sucking his life doing so. He knows he’s gonna die but is still fucking the ML. And letting himself get walked over and shit. Someone even told him the out come and he just doesn’t give a fuck. The ML loved him too I think and is still fucking him and being with him knowing damn well it could kill his lover like don’t u love this person ?? Also didn’t he sa the MC in his dreams that weren’t really dreams or wut. If it weren’t for the spoilers I would’ve dropped it cus they’re both stupid and don’t tell me stupid shit like they love each other. ML sa him and is basically killing him kinda fucking him to death ig u can say.
It was said in the earlier chapters that the pleasure people get from getting banged by ghosts is quite addictive and it also is hard for the MC to actually push away the ML since its his "first love". We know that the MC is not one with strong personality so its kinda obvious that he won't act reasonable in some situations, including the times where the ML seduces and fucks him (´∩。• ᵕ •。∩`)
He’s definitely playing the bottom and he’s to naïve to notice that’s he’s just playing with him and he doesn’t have any feelings for him. The top is just gonna use him to prob just fuck and then leave. The Mc will be heart broken kinda reminds me of convenience store(not 100% that’s the name lol) it’s kinda giving the same vibes except tho. I don’t think the ML gonna fall for the bottom that fast tho. He’s probably gonna take a while to notice his feelings. Btw this is just my guess on what’s gonna happen (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ
For me I loveeee the FL. Tho I liked the brown hair I’m fine with the red hair too. Ik people say he’s giving crazy or wtv. But what’s that saying that a villain will save you instead of the world and the hero would sacrifice you for the world. That’s how I see things with the brown and red hair lol. The brown hair would kill the FL and her kid for the emperor while the red hair would probably sacrifice himself for her and her kid. And the people who still like him after knowing what will happen in the future ch r just wild cus Yk damn well he would kill himself and anyone else in the emperor ask.
Omg don’t get me started on the emperor he gives me such a ick. He only cares abt who’s useful and doesn’t give a fuck if your not. I wanna see him ROT he doesn’t deserve to die slowly nah he gonna die in the most painful way possible. When I saw the ch where he wants the FL to go to his room I felt like a million hands all over my body that’s how gross I felt from reading that ch. tbh the sister the type of bitch to kill herself after she kills the brown hair guy if she can’t have him. I wanna see her in hell too. Their whole family prob sucks cus those 2 came out crazy. (︶︿︶)=凸
Honestly the green hair pisses me off a bit. Idk why he was fighting so hard not to give the guy his book back when it was not his shit to begin with and should’ve just handed to him but nooo and then got mad when the other guy did the same. Mf you did the same crap. Tbh idk why he’s so hard headed like the ML is telling the blue hair is bad and he won’t listen not to mention he constantly flirts with him and touches him and like bitch atp u should know he wants to fuck. It isn’t hard to tell that he’s trynna get into your pants. Pissing me off how stupid he is and how hard headed he is.
The ML is a bit mean in the beginning but I don’t really have any complaints abt him. He doesn’t act stupid and he knows when someone shitty. I just don’t understand why he fell for the MC abut wtv.
Next the orange hair guy. Bitch if you know he’s a slut why be with him and blame other people but not him. Tf you think would happen that y’all will live happily ever after, no he’s a slut and you're fucking crazy that shit will never work out. He knew he would go after someone in a matter of moments but nah he thinks he’s different from everyone else he fucked.
Also didn’t expect him to be top but that was a nice twist.
The blue hair slut is just your average man slut he not even that good looking to be acting like that. He honestly shouldn’t be in a relationship knowing he can’t keep his hole closed. He probably know the orange hair won’t ever leave his ass and knows he loves him too much to leave. He’s just over all shit nothing good abt him at all.
Overall, I hope the other couple dicks fall off and the blue hair guy gets his ass sewed up. I hope the Mc gets smarter and stop being dense and hard headed but it’s wtv.
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The ex is pissing me off. Like YOU left HER and cheated on her too and lied to her abt the fact he was already with someone. Now you wanna break them up using any mean necessary to break them up. He needs to leave her ALONEEEE. His soon to be wife is so cute and he blatantly showing her the fact that he still missed his ex. He’s honestly treating them both like shit. The FL she’s in a happy relationship and he’s still trynna ruin things for her and even tried to get her in trouble with that group of people, who knows what would’ve happened. He’s such a ick I hope his dick falls off and he’s lose all his hair and his soon to be wife leaves him too tf. Honestly sad she’s still with him knowing the fact he loves someone else and cheated on her but you can’t help someone who chooses not to help themselves and who chooses to ignore what’s wrong.
Overall I love this read the relationship is cute I wished the age gape wasn’t so big but wtv he’s of age so it’s his choice what he does. Although I didn’t like how the FL didn’t tell the ML a the fact someone other than him kissed her. That’s pissed me off cus she should’ve been honest from the start but no she lied to him abt it and is continuing to lie to him abt it.
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Lmao I'm dying
Well maybe she didn't tell ren that his best friend kiss her because she didn't want them (ren and his friend) became a part or their friendship get spoil
if it's happened I'm sure she'll be cause herself for it
And might be she already know kento (ren's friend) did this out of his mind because he become happy and wonder how much she devote towards ren just like him
Like you find another person who like same celebrity who you r, and almost as crazy as u r
Spoilers don’t read if you don’t wanna know lol
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Fl died in her OG world and possessed the body she’s in now. The first time she was in that body she did really fall for her ex fiancé but he left her for the OG fl. Her family casted her aside bc of this and didn’t really care abt how she felt afterwards.Then she goes back in time when her ex was ending things with her.
After the FL passes out and everything that happened with her ex her family starts treating her better. They regret how they treated her and feels immense guilt abt how they treated her and how her mom died (bc she blamed herself and lost her memory abt it)
Also after she help the white hair guy with his sister he gives her his family heirloom that protects the person who wearing it and wants to keep protecting her and swear his loyalty to her.
Info on ex
The only reason the ex helped her was so that she would feel the need to repay him and give back the land or wtv that she got back from him when the engagement ended aka he’s just trash and tried to use her in the end. The FL knew and sent him a letter basically warning him not to say shit abt what happened lol.
Info on the beast child-
Dell is a beast child. When fl wanted to bring him home Blenn was against it but seeing how pitiful dell was she brought him home. His family died and he was caught. He was in human form when fl found him but changed to cute dog like form. He can control animals and natural a little bit.
She imprints on him. Only fl can hear his voice.He tries to help fl sometimes to spy on villains.
Addis threatens him to protect fl through telepathy.
Info on ML-
From what I read from spoilers the ML is blenn and has been confirmed that he was the ML.
(I got these spoilers from someone else I apologize if something wrong or If I missed something)
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Spoilers don’t read if you don’t wanna know lol
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Fl died in her OG world and possessed the body she’s in now. The first time she was in that body she did really fall for her ex fiancé but he left her for the OG fl. Her family casted her aside bc of this and didn’t really care abt how she felt afterwards.Then she goes back in time when her ex was ending things with her.
After the FL passes out and everything that happened with her ex her family starts treating her better. They regret how they treated her and feels immense guilt abt how they treated her and how her mom died (bc she blamed herself and lost her memory abt it)
Also after she help the white hair guy with his sister he gives her his family heirloom that protects the person who wearing it and wants to keep protecting her and swear his loyalty to her.
Info on ex
The only reason the ex helped her was so that she would feel the need to repay him and give back the land or wtv that she got back from him when the engagement ended aka he’s just trash and tried to use her in the end. The FL knew and sent him a letter basically warning him not to say shit abt what happened lol.
Info on the beast child-
Dell is a beast child. When fl wanted to bring him home Blenn was against it but seeing how pitiful dell was she brought him home. His family died and he was caught. He was in human form when fl found him but changed to cute dog like form. He can control animals and natural a little bit.
She imprints on him. Only fl can hear his voice.He tries to help fl sometimes to spy on villains.
Addis threatens him to protect fl through telepathy.
Info on ML-
From what I read from spoilers the ML is blenn and has been confirmed that he was the ML.
(I got these spoilers from someone else I apologize if something wrong or If I missed something)
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This shit is just stupid. He’s fucking both dad and son. Which is gross and this isn’t gonna come out good for anyone and if it does high chance it gonna be a three player thing or they take turns with him which is gross too. Mc is just stupid hes fucking his ex who left him and his what step dad who treats him like shit. He’s only fucking his ex cus he likes to think everything going his way and that’s he superior. He fucks the dad cus the money and his dick is big. He just a hoe who likes money,dick and that he’s better than his ex. Which go off I guess but it’s just sad and he’s just pushing his luck he’s gonna get caught. Also he needs to close his fucking legs he could’ve just worked and gain money by the dad but noo he just had to fuck the dad so unnecessary just cus he was horny and wanted to get fucked. Don’t get me wrong they all fucking suck idk why I just hate the MC more.(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
Everyone so stupid so ima drop this shit.
This is so real omg