
huh?! wtf just happened?? the life-death situation was so unnecessary. the build up was there! and i really thought I'll be getting a little kiss here and there but nothing at all lmao (it was tagged as shounen ai, ok?)
aanndd i fucking thought we'll be going to the youngerxolder trope route with the teacher and the blue-haired guy but he married his gf! WTF LOL the potential was wasted (half kidding)
so if u want to read childhood friend romance, pls don't read this. overall it was a good read but the ending sucks so bad.

that was such a nice wrap up for this timeline (old them) from the author... like an open ending where it implies that they have a long way to go. love this couple sm and mc ignoring the ml was so satisfying younger ml got my heart, so they deserved that ending! and this older ml fucking deserved this ending too

seems like the author wanted to focus more on mc's struggles to him being able to admit those struggle to him trying to get better... there are also relapses scenes that makes more realistic. im also glad that the author ended things like that (with the mother and mc's relationship. it was beyond repairable)
well, the ml was actually so in love with the mc. he's always there for him (aside from those 4yrs)
crown prince got some balls !!
spoiler: the crown prince and the mc got married with 7 children, the oldest is 4yrs old. got a mansion with a garden.
source: trust me bro