seems like the author wanted to focus more on mc's struggles to him being able to admit those struggle to him trying to get better... there are also relapses scenes that makes more realistic. im also glad that the author ended things like that (with the mother and mc's relationship. it was beyond repairable)
well, the ml was actually so in love with the mc. he's always there for him (aside from those 4yrs)
this was a hella good read. yknow a kind of ride that is painfully calm?? everything was here, the heartbreak, proper closure, mc being able to move on from his past love and embraced the new found love, complicated character/s. personally speaking, the characters were all well written (they were very flawed, loved the author for this one). and no, I don't think the first love interest is ready for a new love yet but he's getting there.










lemme marinate this one