
How the heck am I supposed to react to this shitty ending? In the last episode (Ep. 89), it shows that the ice cracked and Jooha fell into the water, and Dooshik followed him. Now we have Dooshik's profile, where he can't swim. Like, wtf author? I know I don't have the right to complain because I'm only reading on an illegal site, but this story really makes me mentally unstable. I was hoping for a better ending than this, considering all the emotion I've put through in this manhwa. I'm not only dissatisfied with Jooha losing his memory, how the pearls come out on his pp, whether his mother has a child with an underwater creature, or whether there's a fantasy genre going on here, but also with how Pilwon died or whether he's really dead or not. I'm not going to believe that a person dies unless there's a body. There's so much information and scenes that's lacking here, and they put that damn "end". Man, I hope that if there's really a side story, that'll explain all this and give a clear explanation of whether they're alive or dead.

For those of you who are confused about what's going on in the latest chapter (58), Litch basically confessed everything to Jooin, saying that he's the one who spread those rumors about them. So that if Jooin's string of hope that they can be together as a "couple" snaps, Litch will think that Jooin will give up on them just like last time, but this time, he thinks that Jooin will stay with him, not as a lover. But I'm still not sure why he did that. But there are two possibilities: either he's protecting his name and Jooin, or he doesn't love him.
Either way, he's an asshole lol.

Is it just me, not reading the 15+ version coz I'm waiting for the 18+ version that v05's uploading. Don't get me wrong all right, I'm not reading this for the sole purpose of witnessing them having sex, that's partially part of it but I'm looking for the part where they're holding onto each other in a more passionate and delicate way, and how far they've grown to their past selves. I just can't really feel it on the manta version somehow lol
Does this make me weird when I say the side story plot is more interesting than the main story? I mean, I like the main story, but I find it plain and boring at some point, to be honest, but reading the latest side story chapters makes me intrigued and piques my interest in the side couple so much. It has a clear visual of the aftermath of what's happening if a person gets sa'd and raped, and although I still hate Do Hyeok, I hope he'll overcome his trauma and change for the better. It'll also be good if Siwoo's there by his side.