This manhwa has been buried in my want to read for more than 1 year. Got a random reco and tried. I have never imagined, my soul has clenched so hard. So much emotions on this.
8.8 rating of this is a bit sad... 9.0 is a good score for this
I had really thought, this is going to be straight up toxic with used up tropes but plot twist after plot twist had justified the flow. It was presented to be a bit of red flag due to dubious consent with sex but the plot twists had shown MC just gave up and accepted ML's love with each variations each week. Spiralling back to square one over 78 times is tough. ML had to confess all over again. Had to bear of Mc acting frantic after the day he proposed. That is just so hard..
ML had held on to his one sided love for too long. He had suffered much, 78 weeks of psychological torture plus the months of MC literally in ICU recovering, repeating the same scenarios week by week can possibly make someone go nuts. There is even caregiver fatigue to chronic patients, how much more on him. He knows the risks and still dive in for a chance of romantic love. twisted but with its roots sunk deep.. That is his only shot.
MC had much more codependancy and not much live but what else can he done if his options are limited. He had learned to accept the love presented unto him.
The sister is also complex. Her being the sane mind. She had also suffered with all of her loved ones dying due to car accidents. repeated trauma can shatter ones sanity which happened to her.
Also the side stories explained much of why MC had chose to take the hit. The sister's mental breakdown and her leaving and also how MC in his won way assured the ML..
Sure there is toxicity in here but all actions are justified for a extent.
Rather than justification, it was simply an explanation of the causes, and a narration of the choices they chose to make at the end of the day, which will have lasting consequences that they'll live by but even if something were to happen due to karma, at least they'd know to embrace it fully. It's the fruits of their labor, regardless of how rotten they may be.
Saw the raws. This one is rape to seemingly addicted to sex shitty trope.
Totally reminded me of the dark ages of BL. This is one of the recurring themes of the times
if looking for raws.. here is the link
https://18.boylove.cc/home/book/index/id/31445
When adults actually acted like one! Eunsan is really considerate of Ian's status thus no more obvious public appearance and since their agreement/being in situationship, he also does his part in setting up dates. Like the vibes he is giving is this level headedness..
and also urgh!! I love how Ian is such an adorable clingy man to his lover!! ah!! He is a man who is so in love.










This has 11 chapters in ridi and is willing to rent chapters but my bank account and online payment app is in negative with unpaid loan!! urgh!! why!!?!?!!