A collection of one-shots that mostly end on a pretty dark note.
If you think about it this is mostly just for the smutty psychological aspect of things. Only two of the stories are even remotely fluffy but still have some deeper side to them. One is a physically abusive relationship-- not like they are doing it to be mean to each other but they are just constantly fist fighting and beating each other up. The other is about a stalker and the person he is stalking. It's cute how they end up together but I mean c'mon lol
The stalker one was still my favorite tho. Gotta love me some desperate, horny boys.
Yeah I didn’t like any of these that much.
It's not for everyone which is why I made the initial post. I got tired of people making negative comments about it lol it's ok to not like something but to blatantly bash on something just 'cause it's not a genre you'd normally read is just childish.
A lot of people like to talk down on his character 'cause they feel like he was never really "punished" for the things he did-- but this dj is one of the few times we get to see things from his POV and it's really heartbreaking.
His guilt and frustration over falling in love with Shunpei was so deep that even in his fantasies, a place where most people take refuge, he couldn't be happy. Instead of imagining something that would make him happy instead it was always something to make him feel bad about his own desires.
I'm really glad that things ended up the way they did. Shunpei is happy and Fumi is happy. And I know a lot of other complaints were about how "unwilling" Fumi was to switch with Shunpei, but after reading the main story tonight he actually offers himself up earlier on and more often than i remembered. Even after Shunpei told him he was fine with staying on bottom Fumi still offered to bottom for him. Most of the time it's a one time "you can do me this one time" and if the offer is rejected it's never brought up again lol
For Yeon?
I mean, yeah he's a manwhore and I'm not into slut shaming but who is to say he can't be redeemed? lol
If anything the character that pisses me off the most is the white haired brat. "I'm left all alone again" like no shit lol with that personality not even a paid prostitute would want to put up with you for that long.
Lol i agree
Everyone all mad in the comments that he's a manwhore but most of them are against slut shaming women lol
And I'll be the first to tell anyone that loose people can be redeemed.
And I also honestly think Yeon is just hella awkward with emotions. He's so used to just doing things his own way that I'm not even sure he's registered the reason as to why Donggu is special to him or why he feels the need to be exclusive with only him.
Can we get a shout out to both our boys this chapter for stickin' it to the man--
Boris especially lol
Actually love this lmao ヾ(☆▽☆)
Ngl I cackled the entire time I was typing it out lol
It even says it in the description. How are you guys missing this? lol
I swear my room just got hotter by like 20 degrees.
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100** cos I'm burning
Burnin' down the entire house with scenes like these. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Now that I've realized this is Kijima and Kido from Pornographer I'm really conflicted over reading this or not. I mean, I glanced through the raws and from what I could glean they clearly had a relationship before Kusumi showed up and Kido got married... but it feels like they were together as a way of mending themselves.
Kijima was going through a slump and was pretty much just not wanting to live anymore.
Kido had just been dumped and didn't have a place to stay so he ended up shaking with Kijima.
Do I feel like they ended up developing feelings? Yes.
Do I think it was a healthy scenario for those feelings to develop? No.
Which is probably why it ended up falling apart in the end. Kido now has a family and Kijima has Kusumi. I do feel like they might still have some lingering attachments to one another but I think all in all it was the best outcome for the two of them to go down their separate paths.
That and I really feel like the way they hooked up was out of just desperation and not actual mutual feelings but that's just me taking shots in the dark lol
I totally agree. This was well said.
Thank ya. I usually feel like I don't really get my point across when I go on tangents like this.
Like, I get why the creator went with making this a two part series with the prequel and sequel. Pornographer was supposed to be emotional and deep. It's just a lil heart breaking to see how attached Kido and Kijima were pre-Kusumi. I've also seen that a lot of people are calling what Kijima and Kusumi "fake" or not as deep as what Kido and Kijima had-- but what they fail to see is that they met during a dark time in their lives.
This feeds into the emotional aspect of their relationship. If you took out the angst and their troubles they'd pretty much just be sex buddies if you ask me. It's much like getting really attached to someone who shows you kindness or gives you comfort after going through something really rough. At least that's how I see it.
I somewhat like Kijima and Kusumi's relationship, although it was started from arousement in the end I think they loved each other. Sending letters and calls, keeping in touch despite the miles they'll have to travel. But at the same time when I read about Kido and Kijima I have some hope that they'll end up together. I can see how much Kido deeply cared for Kijima and this bittersweet tinge that the author put on both stories makes them good. In a way I'm happy for all of the characters and Kijima the most because finally he is no longer lonely.
I don't trust Joonho.
Mr. Cat's reaction is not just one of possession. We have to remember that ultimately he is a cat and we know that animals can sense things about people. He's been around other human beings but the only time we've seen him act violently or alarmed around one is when he saw those guys trying to abuse the cat in the park. The instant he saw Joonho he could sense something about him and even Leesae seems to want to keep the two from meeting (judging this by her remark in the hospital.)
Not to mention there's apparently something that happened between Joonho and Seungwoo that Seungwoo himself seems to have forgotten but Mr. Cat remembers? Mr. Cat mentions something like "everything that happened that day, Seungwoo... he's forgotten it all."
Something is up with Joonho and until they reveal what it is (other than his obvious feelings towards Seungwoo) I won't trust him. Not even a bit.