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Please bare with me, my heart could no longer handle it. I've been waiting for this moment for YEARS.

So I actually finished reading Season 1 it's up to 41 chapters then author will be taking a rest I guess?
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After the hunt there will be a ball. Aseph will dance with Zay and Confess there. Zay tells him that he doesn't love him. A berserk Aseph appears and drags Zay out of the dance hall. He tells Zay to stop joking, 'was it all a mistake!?' thingy. Then he pulls a dagger and puts it in Zay's hand and pushed it to his heart saying he doesn't want to live without zay (okay yandere foreshadowing) that's when Zay tells him that she has the mark and cries while saying sorry, that she should've said so from the start but she was too happy with their time together. Aseph then says saying sorry wont make him feel better. (he wanted to hear I love you) Zay tells him its useless since she has the mark. Aseph says, "So?" then Zay cried (again) and said she loves him so much. There's more to that but it's getting too long.

Ohh, sure~
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After that Zay's father came to find them with her sister. The father was all 'How dare you di this to my daughter!' he saw the blood on Zay's hand and thought it was hers. Aseph then explained that he did not try to harm Zay and that it was the other way around to which Zay confirmed. Aseph then proceeds to threaten the duke (Zay's father) to tell everyone about Zay harming him, in exchange he has to approve of their relationship. He says that although it is underhanded, his intentions are pure and he doesn't wish to harm Zay but to protect her. When the father asked from what, he said something about a character (leonard? Not sure) wanting something that I guess Zay has. The sister then backs them up urging the father to accept which the father concedes and accepted their relationship. They then proceed out of the party, end of season 1

I dunno, this is just kinda dumb. He's an omega yet he goes into an all alpha school. He's never given me a reason to like him. He goes tsun tsun but be all begging in sex. He never showed any sense of defense even though he knows he's surrounded by alpha. He consensualizes rape(so it's not rape?) the whole plot is screaming im gonna be raped (don't get me wrong im not one of those omegaverse rape haters, but he was just asking for it being all defenseless) . I don't even remember his reason for getting to this school in the first place.
I hate this chapter. This manga had been amazing until thisss. Naoto is so fuckin selfless to the point that its so selfish. What the heck is with 'rely on me' but can't even do the same shit. Don't even get me started about his trauma. I get he's traumatized but don't even bother asking someone to rely on you and getting all sad just to do the same thing to him, thinking that he would hate you like you don't trust his love, as if the man hasn't proven his love for you. that's just plain hypocracy. Good job there shizu, if you didn't blurt out what happened 9/10 he won't even tell.
I had to re-read your comment where I had a understanding. And I do, that naoto has a habit of putting everything 1st including his issues, then himself. And has a habit of ....damn loss my train of thought...but he has a habit of "I rather suffer in my own misery or grief than ask for help or hold onto a helping hand". Yes, I agree with those traits he was being selfish or to his "selfless " that he wanted to do this on his own, without someone coming into his issues/problems, even if it was his family. Yes, you can tell that he wasn't going to tell him/his husband anything about meeting his rapist, until shizu said something. But once naoto explained everything, his husband had an understanding of what he wanted to do, but he never agreed that he was not gonna go with him. Now, his husband....damn loss my train of thought....but his husband as partner in a relationship, he respected his sufficient other's choice, but again never agreed to his choice. So.....there's that. But I can relate to him, to naoto. where you see a hand trying to help you, it's been there for you, but you never go out and reach for it. For, Naoto trying to go on his own on meeting his rapist and not asking his partner/his husband to not to interfere even if his husband never said he wouldn't. But that
"Its safe to say that growth is an uncomfortable process and pain is a necessary investment for progress..."
- D'smoke
https://youtu.be/BQ7IAbWKmzg