i was highkey hoping woo-won would've broke & hit that damned father of his, but it's understandable why he's struggling. trauma is gonna trauma regardless of how old you get or how good you think you got it.

i just know this is all gonna transpire horribly and i'm screaming crying punching the walls about it.

8tease created a topic of Homeless/No Home

heyyyyy adult juwan~ ( ☆∀☆)

also, more importantly, the way i started crying fr

8tease created a topic of Meteor Orbit

like, them fighting to be close to yusung was just soooo "excited puppies fumbling over each other for attention from their owner"

anyways, i love this story and many parts of it excite me, but the entertainment industry politics are kinda boring to me. i can't wait until mr. kim gets dealt with so we can hopefully move past all this to their debut era

8tease created a topic of Debut or Die

I KNEW WHAT THE LINEUP WAS GONNA BE AND I STILL WANNA CRY MY SWEET BABIESSSSSSS

8tease created a topic of The Pawn's Revenge
hm.

dont love the new art style tbh. it's not ugly per se, but they dont look like themselves :/

also, not sure i'm loving this direction either, but there's still a whole lot to be seen, so i'll withhold judgement for now. i just hope they don't lose their old dynamic l

8tease created a topic of Jinx

even if jaekyung is stressed/anxious/whatever tf he thinks he's got going on, nothing justifies making him this clueless like i'm sorry

8tease created a topic of Lost in the Cloud

(i hate how emojis cut off comments sometimes, i can never remember which ones do it )

8tease created a topic of Revelation Of Youth

i'm so torn between whether i want yeji & sunoo together or not. like it'd be soooooo cute because i love that particular relationship dynamic, but at the time, it'd be nice for them to also just stay as friends too. i'm kinda worried if they'll push yeji's boundaries too much, but knowing these (cute) kids, the discourse won't be too intense if they do end up making her upset/uncomfortable.

why do i feel like crying too omg

8tease created a topic of Mad Dog

like others have said, it's not hard to write rough sex without making it non-consensual. i wasn't expecting their sex scenes to be totally vanilla or anything, but the vibe is so.....off. like i was kinda expecting sehyuk to still be assholish & demanding/overwhelming, but also ultimately respectful of hamin. i don't think that's a difficult balance to create?

i really do hate how noncon/dubcon feels like such a standard in nsfw bl series. nothing is sexy about characters literally complaining & literally begging for their partner to stop the whole time

i was thinking he was in uni or smth, but we'll get to see more of him~

but i just hate how he's going to he utilized in the story. he and bora are going to continue having great chemistry (mostly platonic, i know), and we're gonna be forced to see jealous jay and probably more miscommunication between them before they inevitably get together.

i just hope it doesn't pan out as frustratingly as i imagine it will.

8tease created a topic of Girl's World

but even if she's not, nari has gone through all kinds of shit and has her own little army to back her up, so i doubt anything too bad will happen lol

8tease created a topic of Cool Doji Danshi
8tease created a topic of Full volume

my pookie bears icb i came into this seris just expecting nonsense horniness, but got a fun story with lovable characters and a heartfelt ending. i can't wait to see what else this author/team(?) cooks up next

8tease created a topic of Debut or Die

i'm so serious about these boys, it's so bad for me

8tease created a topic of Green Apple Paradise
:/

i used to like this story a lot, but for some reason, i can't get back into it after the hiatus....like it's not as fun to read anymore (for me at least) :/

8tease created a topic of I Became the Lousy Side Top

i feel so sad for hyeonjin, of course, but his little brother popping up at the end broke my heart more than anything those poor babies.

side note: i laughed a lot more than i should have in this chapter. i can't stop thinking about how much it's really like a really dramatic soap opera

8tease created a topic of The kind sister is no more

the difference between noel's face and his body took me out. the artist had to lock in for the horniness and i respect that fr

8tease created a topic of Remarried Empress
smh

i've recently come to realize because of another story with yet another character like rashta that the reason i cannot feel sympathy for her, or any of these awful side chicks, is because they're always put on these pedastals (by their fans) just for having been born into poverty; as if they're inherently better than the nobles because of that and ultimately deserve their lifestyle. when in reality, they're just as shitty and don't deserve shit if all they're going to do is step on people to get to whatever privileges that they desire.

like if rashta wanted to he happy and escape from her shitty circumstances, she could've worked with navier (probably?) to get the resources she needed to stand on her own two feet before leaving to somewhere far away. i mean, it makes sense why she wouldn't/couldn't have thought that far, but i think even as an uneducated & poor person, i wouldn't have thought that nobility of all places would be my salvation—especially not if you're seeking to be the emperor's side chick turned wife of all things.